I tell myself it will be alright
As I sit on my bed
Clutching my hair at the seems
Shaking my fists uncontrollably 
Feeling the hole in my heart run out of my eyes
Knowing once the ice breaks
The dogs will stop barking and clawing at the fences   
That jealousy must Go
Prowling the earth like a tiger in the jungle
I understand what power feels like  
Except my hunger is making me weak

Life tricks you into thinking it's real

I savour suicide itself with a martian flame
And fall right into its valleys of Ett

Don't worry about saying you're sorry,
I've already apologized for you.

I don't say I love you so I can hear it come out of your mouth like a parrot. I say it so there will never be a reason why you should ever think it's not true.

You're not even standing by the tombs of ancient Egypt
and yet
I've made a greater pyramid for the new Atlantis

And no one saw her cutting
They saw echoing mercury bubbles of each other
Within the blue colored shadows that she was created from