I do wonder why you chose me,
Could it be my foreign looks,
Or perhaps you wanted to add an Asian to your books
Why on earth indeed, especially when you're free?
I hope it's because we're destined to be,
But I feel as if I'm on a hook.
This feels surreal just like out of a book;
I do wonder how you love me.
I have a volatile mind,
That will not cease doubts
From overflowing until I'm out-shined.
I feel drained from being entwined
With my thoughts, hoping for that final knockout.
Hoping for all this to end - yes, I know I'm a sellout.
But this is my life; I will not be out-shined.