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Ben Fernekees Dec 2011
Waiting in the park
A quiet night
Revenge will be carried out

"Good evening, Doctor,"
Grief took hold,
I extract my gun,

The shot rang out,
Water turned red,
The deed was done,

I saw my gun,
I pulled the trigger,
"See you soon, my love."
Ben Fernekees Nov 2011
i cant even try
now that you've bled me dry
so i can no longer move on
from everything thats gone

the sharp knife in my hand
to make the final stand
and take away all the pain
that falls in the rain

show the demons that have come
that im ready for my final song
when the words no longer make a rhyme
and stand still this final time

how can you see my fate
when you cant stop your own
cuz its in this final state
that i am left alone

now that i see the light
for the final time
i finally lose my sight
unable to shine
Ben Fernekees Nov 2011
Life flashes through your very eyes,
when all thats left is pain inside,
so i close the door the last time today,
and leave this town, walking away,

when all youve ever done is lie,
how can i tell whats real inside,
as you constantly hide the truth,
as it drains out my youth,

i can see that it will never change,
for things have never felt so strange,
as i walk to the darkness with head held high,
and all i can do is close my eyes
Ben Fernekees Nov 2011
you tell me to let you know when i care,
but your the one who always glares,
you think yout the only one that sees,
that we aren't really ment to be,

stop lying to me and lying to yourself,
because your pictures no longer on my shelf
or my phone no matter how much you mean to me
I just wish I could erase you from memory
Ben Fernekees Nov 2011
how can you breath with no air
when life is only despair
all i can feel is the pain
and it matches all the shame

the blood dripping away
as i cut through my veins
without the voice of reason
and no changes of the season

how can you rip me apart
when all i get is the start

just bring me away
from the **** that has stayed
and the lives that arn't free
just aren't ment to be

the shame thats washing me away
stops hope from coming to stay
and i can no longer feel
anything that is real

all that you say is lies
as you rip out everything inside
and life is going dark
so why not just shoot the mark

how can you rip me apart
when all I get is the start
and my life is going down
so i can no longer turn this around

just bring me away
from the **** that has stayed
and the lives that arnt free
just arnt ment to be

im done with all this **** you bring
and im finally sick of all these things
all you do is turn me away
and yet you expect me to stay

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