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 Nov 2015 Nicky
Neex
I've lost control of my mind,
Now,
It's telling me everything,
*Everything that hurts me.
It always happens.
 Nov 2015 Nicky
Darlene Chavez
I really need someone to talk to, I am broken and I don't know what to do.
 Nov 2015 Nicky
Xiao - SparKticas
I look around
But all I see is grey.

Grey like the clouds that plague these skies
Grey like the gravel beneath my feet in which I trudge
Grey like the fog that clouds my judgement
Grey...like the beards upon my elders, bleak and withered

I try to feel
But all is nothing but bleak... miserable... and empty
Everything I worked so hard to accomplish is nothing but embers in the wind
I didnt do it just for me, no. I did it for us, though it seems I failed...again
I couldnt make our wish come true, and now... Now I cant make you happy anymore... I miss your smile...

That one dream
One wish
One hope...
...*has been crushed
Looks like I'm not going to see my girl anytime soon...
... Im sorry...
 Nov 2015 Nicky
Amber K
The Girl.
 Nov 2015 Nicky
Amber K
What do you expect,
from a girl who has only known lies.
From a person who knows hurt
better than she knows herself.

She's heard every line,
every single false statement.
Then the apology that follows,
ever so simply.

Do you expect her to trust,
without any doubt?
Without quivering at the thought
that history could repeat itself.

She has seen light turn to darkness
so fast that it left her shaking.
She has been broken and bruised,
so much that her body aches without reason.

And you expect her to smile,
to laugh,
to relax,
and to trust with no fear?

Then that is what she will try to do.
Because she will not fall.
She will not be beaten down.
She will get back up and dust herself off once again.

Because when she loves,
she loves with everything she has.
She is willing to give everything for the ones she loves.
She is willing to forgive.

Even if she loses herself in the process.
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