In a new era we have been brought into,
With children holding in their hands the secrets of the world and its dark plans,

Children that were once innocent,
Upgraded with information so vast that was once out of an ordinary man's grasp,

With the help of the internet-
The cyber savagery that can now be called has ruined our society and killed its norms,

Internet the leading hypnosis-
The root of all evil has controlled children in its trance,

Gadgets being revived,
New and better electronics being devised,

Containing apps and sites that were once recalcitrant to create,
But now are easily accessible and made,

What has become of this world?
What will happen to our future?

Our children victimized in this bewitching daze,
Will only destruct the world greatly, in haste.

The smoke from the *** erupts,
Making it hard to breath,
Rather causing suffocation,

That's how I feel,
When I'm faraway from you,
Yearning for you to come near,

My body aches,
When I'm not near you,
Enveloped in a tight hug,

My heart feels spaced out,
Not allowing to be let in,
As you banished me,

Lets now forget the past,
And move on,
Remembering only the good times we spent together.

The feelings of vexation,
The torment leading to hope for independence,
When is this magical moment going to come,
When I flee away from this prison,
Where I am chained and tortured alive,
Where my heart feels numb and paralyzed,
Where I have no say,
I want to go away,
To a place,
Where I get the chance to explore my needs,
To see the world with me,
And only me,
Where I am the master of my own thoughts,
And the rightful owner of myself,
Where I'm not instructed on what to do,
And what not to do,
Because clearly you and I both can see,
This is my life,
So please let it be and mind your own business,
Which is embracing your own peace.

I've been deceived by many,
Devastated and aggravated to epitome,
But I have not once avenged any,
I silently suffered and embraced the pain,

It killed me a millionth time,
That I wanted to make them pay,
But I dissolved the abhor,
For hate can strengthen and my virtue might decay,

I could have played along,
Maybe adopt evil and hurt people,
But what was the worth,
Because I know I learned that revenge cannot do any good.

Conceiving desire,
Spreading love,

Caressing fingers explore in haste,
Touching soft like glowing moon to my eyes,
Shimmering tears escape the eye,

Protecting humor,
Wiping hatred,

Trailing warm sensual kisses,
Pricking in bits like needles,
Mending the loose, broken chains,

Grasping attention,
Captivating shine,

Allure in its form seems to spark,
Opening up the paths in my heart,
Mesmerizing and hypnotizing fully,

Shackled walls,
Seductive romance.

Mine handsome prince-
you cut me so deep,
the thorns on your edges sharply carve me,
your touch like petal,
your smile blooms like a rose,
oh how statuesque are you, my love,
so enticing are your looks,
Like a rose-
you bestrew  in each and every corner of my heart,
conquer the vague parts of me,
and dissolve my weakness's making them yours,
how pulchritude are you, my dear,
how striking are you,
as fresh as the fragrance of a new rose,
Your love-
oh how unconditional is it,
it drowns me in it's depth,
like a stem its *****,
stays there till its very best,
without it I may collapse,
but you my love, have always stood by my side.

Behind every shadow,
Lives a tyrant and a more atrocious soul,
Among-st us he resides,
And with words and care he entices,

To this mortal universe,
He has been sent by God,
As a manipulator and a mind controller,
Ready to belittle our faith and direct us away,

Somewhere from inside,
We know we've sinned,
We repent and fall on our knees for eternal bliss,
And pray for forgiveness and the extermination of our sins.

Saying goodbye to thee,
Far away from reach,
I feel at ease.

Not that I'm happy,
You're ludicrous,
I'm just impervious to it.

You see what I mean,
Fathom indeed,
Unless I'm wrong.

Uncertainty beneath these sheets,
Tell me anyone,
You've only vandalized me.

Delusions have evaded my soul,
My scarred body so demented and err,
Numbness and bruises all over,
Feels like needles being poked,
Cold and piercing pain,
Anguish in height of repair,
My heart so baffled,
So perplex,
No feelings just heart break.

They say people get stronger with each scar,
people get wiser with every step,
but its all the total opposite,
scars make you weaker,
and experiences shatter you into bits and leave you restless.

He died ages ago,
She was depressed,
Waiting for her body to be taken away,
He left behind only memories,
Every night she sleeps in his bed,
She can smell his scent in his pillow,
The clothes she wears,
All bear his scent,
He may have left nothing but vague memories,
But his scent diminishes his absence.

Waking up forcefully,
Whining whilst eating-
with mothers lecturing,
Oh how beautiful were those days,

In the classroom-
annoying friends between lectures,
hitting paper ***** or pencil cases,
scribbling secretive things on the notepad,


After every lecture,
running down the hallway into the cafeteria,
eating continuously without thinking how much time we'd waste,
Oh how beautiful were those days,

After school,
not wanting to go home,
standing out on the gate chit chatting with friends,
same friends, same classroom but innumerable stories,

Each and every bit of the day-
passed in idiocy and fights,
with teachers complaining and a mob of students standing for their right,
Oh how beautiful were those days,

Reminiscing now how lovely and exultant were those days,
How easy was life then,
Now we're all left with just memories,
Exquisite bits and pieces that keep us from falling down.

Senseless and sensual kisses cover my body,
trailing down from my lips to my legs,
your hands move slowly down my back
locking me in long breathless kisses,

The feeling of your lips on mine leaves me tangled
arousing each and every part of my body,
butterflies and knots tighten and loosen in my stomach,
it feels like haven in your arms,

The gap between the two of us closes
igniting ****** sparks and yearning our bodies for more,
you touch me in ways I can't explain
and my soul so mere, rejuvenates!

Everything I speak and write is poetry to me.

Every touch that I feel on my body,
My skin gets bruised with each touch,
Marks and imprints of your fingers,
Your touch sends daggers in my heart,
Elevates the rhythmic beats,
Makes me love you more,
I think I'm falling in love,
The reason why I whine a lot,
But this is all just a dream,
In reality I feel nothing.

Seldom has it occurred to me that if I never loved you, my life would not be a mess as of now, where I'm already living on the edge of death. Externally I am alive but from the inside; broken and torn apart. I cry and wish to die. I wish that death finds me in the most darkest place and extracts my soul out. The pain and bruises already ache so much that now I don't even think taking away my soul harshly would even matter. I'm already so frail from the inside. Numb and scarred, yet I'm delighted that I experienced this pain and I now distant myself from anyone who tells me that they love me.
I may not move on, but I'll hope that you experience all I've been through once and know how bad it hurts.

I stand there alone,
In defiance of his act,
Weeping and crying of what I had,
Not sure how to end it all,

He stood there,
Pride and prejudiced within,
Trying to show off all he had,
Conceited and cliche he was.

I tried my best to keep away,
Following my heart,
Not being ridiculed in his idiocy,
Like the time I had once been in my past,

He pressurized in getting his way,
Ignoring the rest,
With his atrocious ways,
How sane.

Pessimism has led him nowhere in life,
Rather than succeeding in life, he finds himself stuck in demise,
Feelings of deprivation have not but shattered his pride,
Sheltering on his flaunts, he is far more distinct than delight,
Vandalism of his thoughts wipe away a lot but suffice,
Atrocious eyes replenish all his sight,
Darkness before his eyes, leading to suffocation, consequently paralyzed,
Rigid hold and strengthened heart just hold on tight,
Imprudence never lies in soul but lurks behind the night,
As daylight conquers the spacious roon making everything so ever bright,
That rage and devastation which once at its epitome and height,
Disappears fading slowly and gradually in white,
Memories a paradox, growing vexation, if I'm right,
Proceeds to grasp hold on with all might,
As again the sun sets, changing your true form alight,
Revenge can evade the divinity of a knight,
Bringing venganence and enmity in a catastrophic fight,
Obstinate expressions, recalcitrant furry full of fright,
So much to normalize and then fortunately enlight.

Your radiant color-
Your flawless skin as white pearl,
Glitters under moonlight.

The light that falls-
Your exotic and ravishing skin,
Creamy, soft and edgy.

You leave deep marks-
On my body that pain a lot,
Bruises and scars.

The soft little bumps-
Trailing down your define jawline,
Make me flinch, shudder.

The touch I yearn-
Give me it all I say, love,
Give me all you got.

Give me a pen,
Give me a paper,
Let me  sketch this sky scraper.

Seldom do you come,
Lighting up my dreams,
Anxiety wakes me up,
Vague memories though,
Escalating my heart beat,
Raving behavior,
Y**elling for no reason.

A jolt I feel ravel up my body,
My droopy eyes shut in tire.

I need a therapist for this poetry block !

They're gonna say you're not worthid,
They're gonna tell you they don't care,
They'll degrade you till you break,

You err, they'll say you're frail,
You cry, they'll say you're hopeless,
You smile, they'll say you're fake,

This is our society,
No matter what you do,
What you say,

Wherever you go,
Wherever you stay,
In love or in pain,

They'll envy you,
And shatter you,
They'll say stuff that'll hurt you,

Even if you're right,
Even if  you're wrong,
They'll judge you,

Till the day you live,
After the day you die,
They'll share their sympathies but will always portray you as weak.

Constant apologies,
Drenched soul,
Blood flows,
Please stop this ridicule,
And just leave me alone.

A sweet and pleasurable urge to read,
Had I known what was to come forth,
As I read and concentrated on the rhythm of each sentence,
I had fell in love with not the way it was written,
But, the hero himself,
An intense description that I had read,
Feeling a sense of attraction,
Immense heat was present between the two characters,
Finally putting a little effort to search it up,
Only then had i acknowledged the pain,
The ****** in the book dies.... !!!!!!

He has probably forgotten my existence,
But the problem now is that;
He has left me space bound.

I think about him day and night,
Drifting deeper and deeper into my ponderings,
His irresistible touch,
And flawless smile.

But,but,
Now he is a goner,
And I, on the other hand am a loner,
Sigh !

O God,
The most beneficent and merciful,
Heal my scars,
Erase all my pain,
And clean my heart,
I may have sinned,
But I now feel it,
As it gets me abyss,
I feel my soul being ruptured from the inside,
I feel the wrongs i've done,
Its so excruciating,
My body seems to paralyze,
The moment I fall on my knees,
Asking for forgiveness.
I have sinned and gone astray,
From the charismatic path that leads to you,
The devil that now feeds on my soul,
It needs to go away,
As I am no more allowing it to prey on my soul.
This evil wipes all the sanity,
Leaving behind only tragedy,
Forgive me O lord,
For I have failed you,
Not once, not twice,
Many times !
I now see a light of hope,
That falls on me,
Awakening the right inside me,
O God make me one of your disciples,
Forgive everybit of what i've done,
So that I live in peace and eternity,
In the life that i've yet to see !

I was once free,
Free to do what appealed me,
Flying from east to west,
And north to south.

I flew to lowlands and highlands,
In search of food,
To feed me and my kids.
To take a break away from my nest.

Then one day a huntsman caught me.
He locked me up in a cage,
It was so small that I'd suffocate.
I couldn't spread my wings.

I was taken to a house,
It was full of cockroach and mouse,
The huntsman fed me bird seeds.
They smelt of raw meat.

Hesitantly I ate what he gave,
I did what he wanted.
Because my life was on stake.
Thanks to my idiocy.

I wished I never flown to this jungle,
Where this cruel man resided.
In this dark and haunted nest
If this is what it's called.

He cut off my wings,
My beautiful blue wings !
He sells them to people.
Such an evil man.

If only I was a human,
I'd take my revenge.
But right now all I have to do is relax,
And hope that I live my life either his way or my way.

In sickness and health,
In sorrow and pain,
In vengeance,
In reminiscence,

A poet writes to repair,

When alone,
When hurt,
When stabbed,
In happiness or grief,

A poet writes to heal.

the inescapable terror that resides within my soul,
a maze paradoxically runs in my mind,
confused and clueless about why i see what i see?
why i feel what i feel?
how is it that I'm alive whilst I'm dead from the inside,
being shattered is one thing, being dead from inside is another,
there seems to be something lurking behind my smile,
something tricky that halts me from living,
something that I'm ambiguous to,
stranded on the edge,
i know not about the emptiness that haunts me.

A victim of deceit
a defiant lover
she cradle's her way back
as life moves on with such speed
like a bullet train it flashes past,

Vandalized to such expectancy
her heart experiences frailty
and faith shatters
always told to wait
she herself ruined her fate,

Men entered her life
and left, leaving behind pain
unbearable reminiscence
moving on with her woes
knowing well she err'd,

Poignant
she sheds tears in vain
a state she enters into
heart broken and worthless she feels
Though intended, she repeats her mistakes o'er and o'er again.

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts,

Ask for help,
Ask only from God,

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts,

When you're hurt and negligent,
Think about God,

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts,

Vandalize your pride,
Praise Him, Almighty God,

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts,

Vague memories,
But peace from God, indeed.

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts,

Let the heart loosen its tangles,
Making your life easier than muddled,

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts,

Let not Satan capture you,
Flee away before it's too late,

Summon for God,
Wipe away all ***** thoughts.

The non-stop tampering of the glow,
The Sunday moon drops in expiration,
Illuminating the sky with it's beauty,
Sparks rejuvenate,
The white light dies in spreading red hot rays by the sun,
The powerful and absorbent radiations,
Enveloping each and every soul in its blanket,
Lustrous enchant,
Creeks through the curtains,
Awakening me from my slumber.

I will forever be yours,
Chained and engraved-
By the powerful knots of love,
The fiery burst and the irrevocable words,
They leave me baffled and in paradox;
For I love you, indeed,

Your electric touch,
And your warmth,
It drives me crazy-
Leading me out of my past,
My ghastly, terrorizing past, you drag me out from,
Knowing how much you mean to me.

Going on with life alone,
It feels as if I've been put into a warzone,
Making efforts for staying alive,
Knowing nothing about my chance of survival,
What can one do in someone's demise?
Other than crying and feeling paralyzed,
How tragic can life be,
Deluding a person in misery,
Loss can shatter all hope,
Leaving behind only pieces of memory,
Though catastrophic and devastating,
But an optimistic mind can drive away all worries,
Giving a better out luck on existence than just melancholy....

Tears trinkling down-
Her cheeks so red and wet,
Thinking insanely about him.