He looks at me and smiles, dangerous.
His lies hidden but the devil-may-care.
I put on a brave face, seems courageous.
But everyday lived is full of despair
And now my bones become weak and fragile
Left to rot. I fight my own battle.
It's empty inside, hiding in the dark
Unable to control my thoughts, I'm insane.
I see him and my body struggles to
Respond. I forget how to process words
His love was the sweetest sin, nothing new.
My heart feels as if it's picked at by birds.
Tortured memories haunt my cold shadow.
Hurtful words never run out of ammo
He was my trigger. It's a ****** mess.
They're gonna take me to Mental Health Service.

The bones in your body will lay to rest
After your blood runs cold,
Trapped beneath your skin,
Leaving you frozen within yourself.
The stories and memories that once were of you,
Forgotten in the pages as they burn in a white fire
From the deepest, depths of hell.
Your name will be but a shadow of time,
Time lost in eternity to never return.
Until your soul rises,
You shall be never more than a body lost in earth,
Where the flames grow stronger
And your spirit becomes weaker,
Longing for it's desperate escape.