they tell me to believe in love at first sight,
but that was never real.

they tell me you are perfect for me,
but perfection is far off.

they tell me i can win your heart,
but it is no competition.

they tell me where my future will take me,
but is my destiny lying at your side?

they tell me to give in to love,
but i'm not sure it exists.

i know not what to believe of their words,
but there is something about you,
and my feelings towards it have always been
                                                                                     love.

reach,
reach into the deepest of my soul.

look,
look at the inmost part of my heart.

build,
build a bridge over the gap of silence,

and speak the word.

hello.

the sun

was looking

at my eyes

and trying to

****

them

I am lost in a Whirlpool of thoughts
               waiting for an answer

I am falling into the abyss of
                               worries

My mind is a jungle in full chaos

Can I ever be free?

sometimes
      i have those days
  when my soul wanders around

          as in a desert

spaceships
flying in the air

a twinkle in my eye
    as I stare

seeing those things
     invisible

I am invincible

i see diamonds in the sky

              you know,
                 the bright ones that paint a smile on your face

twinkle
  twinkle

wish i could be
          like those

but looking deeper,
    i am

one of those
  bright, twinkling
                                     stars.

People now days seem to force upon you the
WEIGHT of the world

You are consumed by
The world

                     People control
                                   what you say, what you do

People’s acceptance is now
Life

  Worry is
Common


People judge the smallest speck of your personality
When it dares to show itself

No one has the
Right

To judge you.
The you that makes…

..This world come alive

all I see is darkness

once I shone
        once my light was on

but the light has left me,
               long ago
           seemingly never to come back.

yesterday you returned.

the sparks are dancing in the night

my fire
       bright

but slowly
       deeper in
  
   my fire-heart is caving in

my hope
      are you
              
          keeping
    my soul ablaze

i love apples
      and hotdogs

but they don't go together

they aren't meant
       to have one future

just one bite
in the wrong choice

just one bite
from the apple
of the wrong person

just one bite into wrong
   and you
          will be bitten back.

Just one bite
            Just one choice
And she was gone

An action so innocent
                               turned out to be
                                                    deadly
Is she just a character in a movie
                                       or can a lesson be learned

silence

the cry of my heart

wishing to be alone
                    for just one second

away from all
            away from people

silence

just me and peace and a greater power

A soft breeze leading me astray
                              kidnapping my heart
      My heart flies away for it's longing to be free

my
mistakes
troubles
ideas
hopes
dreams

i have given up on

all lined up

taking turns

to give me

         a
terrible
                             itch.

People say my name is
                                worthless
                                                crazy
                                                         undeserving
                              
                      ­              People try to define me
                         by their standards
                                       by their thoughts
                                                      by what they think I am

       They don't know me
                  They don't know my name
                        I'm Strong
                      I'm Defiant
                     I am Victorious
                                                      ­             That is my name

There are those
    who tell us
  to follow signs.

Then those
    who say
     signs don't exist.

But
            no,
  
   indeed,

i believe in signs.

indeed,

you are a sign.

All of us are unique

          All of us are different

                          You are one of a kind

                                             No one could replace you

                         You make this world wonderful

what is life?
what is the right way?

there are two paths
neither is right
neither is wrong

i wish there were instructions.

two different places
two different people

one
the reflection of
another

i am like a sun
like a moon

There is a hidden part

A part that is playing hide and
                                       seek

A part that we don't dare
                                      show

A Shadow that stays within us
                  
                         forever...

So much in life
Unnecessary

We think we need more
when we actually have all

So much in life
Unnecessary

We need to lose
to gain.

we have so much trash.

You wake up
something isn't right

you hear the words
and are filled

not with joy,
or peace,

no,
you are filled with worry.