they tell me to believe in love at first sight,
but that was never real.

they tell me you are perfect for me,
but perfection is far off.

they tell me i can win your heart,
but it is no competition.

they tell me where my future will take me,
but is my destiny lying at your side?

they tell me to give in to love,
but i'm not sure it exists.

i know not what to believe of their words,
but there is something about you,
and my feelings towards it have always been
                                                                                     love.

reach,
reach into the deepest of my soul.

look,
look at the inmost part of my heart.

build,
build a bridge over the gap of silence,

and speak the word.

hello.

Most people see the world in black and white
They don't even know what color is
Thats because they don't try to see color
They close up their minds and turn the world into greyscale
But if you let yourself think
If you let yourself feel
You can see a whole world full of color

the sun

was looking

at my eyes

and trying to

****

them

The nighttime has vanished
And with it my fears
I am dauntless now
I will shed no more tears
This cliff is nothing
I scale it in a day
The ocean beside me
I circle without delay
I will walk this earth
Without a care in this world
I will scale every mountain
No danger unheard
Legions of armies
Try to tear me down
But to no avail!
I will rise from the ground
I will go to the tallest tower
Yes the largest on earth
I will show those cowards
Who I was from birth
I will fight off every dragon
Save the princess from her tower
Yes, I will be the victor
I will never cower
Every feat done by man
I will do ten times over
Fear has lost definition
I feel no exposure
In the face of danger and fear
I laugh.
For danger and fear have become
As chaffs.
Yes I will become mightiest of them all
But before I do that, I must learn how to fall

I am lost in a Whirlpool of thoughts
               waiting for an answer

I am falling into the abyss of
                               worries

My mind is a jungle in full chaos

Can I ever be free?