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Amanda Kyara May 2014
You didn't break me

You're just another person
who failed to fix me

but I was already broken
Amanda Kyara May 2014
At this point I don't care about anything
Realization hit me like a wave in my face
knocking me down and leaving me lost at sea

I cannot help but feel like a piece of driftwood,
an inanimate object unable to feel any emotion
for you have thrown me out like some sort of trash

but I realize that I meant nothing to you, I only thought
just like I thought you loved me,
or believed you when you said you did

but your words are worthless
their meanings revoked
Amanda Kyara May 2014
When I'm around you
you make me see
colors that don't exist
Amanda Kyara May 2014
I do not care about fame
I do not care about wealth

All these materialistic needs are just making me sick

What I do care about is making it

Surviving, to tell a tale
And being able to be proud of it.
Amanda Kyara May 2014
They say there are 1,025,109.8 words in the English language
yet none are capable of describing you

None of them are capable of showing your side of pure anger
and the side of caring for the things you like simultaneously

None of them are capable of showing how special you can make me feel
and then make me feel worthless seconds after

None of them are capable of saying how much I hate you
and none are capable of showing how much I love you

And that truly frustrates me
Amanda Kyara May 2014
Cry
I cried until I felt hollow inside
for all my feelings have left me

I cried in the hopes that I would forget you
In the same way that you had forgotten me
Amanda Kyara May 2014
I always fail in expressing how I feel

The closest I can come to a concrete explanation
Is comparing myself to situations
That will somehow make me feel
like I am not alone
in the way I feel
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