I am always the one who loves too much
who cares too much
that was the absolute reason why
I ended up with the biggest wound
I did that to myself
it was all my mistake
I am the one who pulled the trigger
to my head, up from my mouth
he was just there giving me the gun

I honestly don't understand your poetry
I don't even know how to read them
but I need a reason to speak to you
to get your attention, to be with you
I'd do as low as lying and scheming
just so I can listen to your loud laugh
or have a nice dinner and take you home
and maybe, just maybe, there's a chance
you'd give me your heart too

his face is sulking
through the foliage
under that big tree
where I lit my cigarette
—avoiding eye contact
as I turned down
the confession
of the love he made
especially for me
simply because
it's too heavy
for me to carry

you're the kind of guy
who always thinks that
it was only natural for me
to stand by your side
but I'm the kind of girl
who finally realizes that
she is so much worth
than just another plan
for you to delay

close your eyes, breathe slowly
imagine me whenever you're lonely
I'm always here in your daylight
cuddling your soul every midnight

close your eyes, wipe your tears
don't you hear me crying too, dear?
please move on, so I can move on too
though forever my heart belongs to you

chaotic mayhem has descended into my life
just when I think it is okay to put on a smile

his face were flushed in red
while holding my hand saying,
"before you go inside,
can I kiss you?"
as his lips touches my fingertips
I calmly answered to him;
"yes, but I have another request,
kiss me when we meet again too"