Mum
why won't you listen?
when I say I had a panic attack
you say 'don't be stupid, just because your friend gets them doesn't mean you do'
I can't help it, I close my mind off and denied the fact this happens because you think it's a choice
but I have one question why the **** would you want to feel like you're going to pass out or not be able to breathe? And what person would pretend this happened?
So I had a panic attack
you say 'stop being stupid'
I can't talk to you without you thinking I'm acting or you being ignorant to the point where I feel like I'm worthless and you don't care.
So there are some things I go through and my mum either doesn't care or refuses to accept it happens. I had to explain what a panic attack was and that there doesn't always need to be a cause. She also compares me to my friends which puts me down because I'm nothing like them. And my dad thinks it's an excuse for doing nothing.