Sa unang kislap ng apoy
hanggang sa maliit na baga
ang usok na mula sa dulo ng
pangako, ikaw ang nasa isip ko
hinithit ko ang usok,
ibinuga. lumabas sa labi sa ilong
ang pangako, naging usok
Filipino panitikan tula musa pangako usok apoy pagbabalik
Ilatag mo na
ang bagong kutson
sa sahig ng malaking silid
na may kisameng
Ipaghehele ka ng ugong
ng palabas na
ikaw ang minsang pinagmamasdan.
Ibulong mo ang iyong panalangin,
pasasalamat o paghihinagpis,
sa pagsikat ng araw, magkatotoo na
Ilang beses ka na bang pumipikit nang iniisip na hindi na sana muling didilat pa?
I always thought my love
for my best love
should go recorded through
Once I was a poet with words
so easy to strung. I was
writing letters and stories and poems about love to
people who did not love me back (or was I hoping
for a love greater than what was given?)
I always thought my words would suffice, and words do
melt hearts, shape minds and
But I grew tired. When I met you
I was lost for words.
I was a writer
no longer and
my words are just plain.
But it was in you that I realized,
words sometimes have no meaning, that words were often left
unspoken. I was no longer a poet
but you loved me anyway.
Now, I wish to write you poems and letters and stories as a symbol of my thanks.
I miss you.
I always like to say the name of the woman I
love. It makes me feel I am loving
their wholeness. Their flaws.
For a very long time now,
I couldn't muster to write
a string of words. Even these don't even rhyme.
I have devoted myself to capture beauty in verses but
since I met you I've found my paper blank,
my pen futile.
I guess this is how it goes for one who's met real beauty,
I cannot write anything
as nothing is more beautiful than the person right in front of me.
Love me until the
faintest sound will be thunder
crying out my name.
I will do the same.
Natatakot ka kung saan tayo dadalhin.
Natatakot ako kung hindi tayo makarating.
Hindi tayo makakarating kung hindi ka magpapadala.
Hindi tayo madadala kung di tayo makakarating.
Nakakatakot mabuhay sa takot, mahal ko.
Hawakan mo ang aking kamay, at tatalon na tayo
Palayo mula sa takot. Saan man tayo dalhin, kahit hindi makarating.
Para sa iyo, C.J.