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Allison Jul 2014
Baby,
Don't you die without me
I won't let it happen
Someone needs you here
You gave me light when living in darkness
You gave me food when I was dying of starvation
Don't you die without me
but it's out of my control
Do not go silently into that night
Do not follow the light
come back
don't go
I'm coming
I'll be there soon,
                               I promise.
Allison Jul 2014
This champagne is meant for a wedding.
Not for me, alone at 1 in the morning.
The champagne is supposed to be used for celebration.
Not to drown in my sadness.
This bottle will never get used for its actual purpose.
For toasts to good times, and making memories.
I've wasted the life of this bottle.
It will never forgive me.
I will be hungover in the morning.
Goodnight and Goodbye.
Allison Jul 2014
Take me away from here.
Here is where I don't wish to be.
Take me away emotionally.
My head is a bad place to be.
It tells me,
to jump off that bridge
and you will finally be left alone.
But
there is no bridge in front of me.
My head tells me to swallow twenty.
Or forty.
And then everything will be at peace.
Take me away spiritually.
My soul is confused.
Is god there
or is he in the form of a demon,
that sits next to me at night.
Do I have someone?
Or have I killed my guardian angel.
Take me away mentally.
To have the mind of a stable person
is something on my list.
I wish I didn't hate myself,
I wish things weren't this way.
Take me away physically.
I'm tired of sitting here in this graveyard,
there's dead bodies around me.
Did I **** them?
Or am I buried under with them?
Take me away from here.
Allison Jul 2014
I hate getting the shivers.
You give me them, but I love you.

I hate getting butterflies.
You give me them, but I love you.

I love getting told "I love you."
You never say that to me, and I hate that.
  Jul 2014 Allison
diana
and from this day on, i still
remember how it felt the
day you left me with no explanation.

making me feel like a unwanted
piece of crap with having no
reason to live anymore.

you were the blood in my veins,
the reason i was alive,
but now that you're gone i have
no reason to live anymore.

i just hope that one day
you know what you caused.
Allison Jul 2014
What's the point of love
I do not know.
What's the point of living
If I can't find love.

What's the point of love
I do not know.
I need to love someone
I need to use my heart.

What's the point of love
I do not know.
They will die eventually.
And I will be alone.

What's the point of love
I think I know.
Don't take me seriously
I think it has gone.
Allison Jul 2014
17
When you were seven, someone gave you favors.
Negative favors, that felt so wrong.
Ten years later, it's still in your mind.
You drink about it.

When you were fourteen, someone broke your heart.
Heartbroken, and full of self - hatred.
Three years later, you still hate yourself.
You smoke about it.

When you turned seventeen, nobody knew.
Nobody knew your thoughts.
Two months later, you were found on the floor.
You never talked about it.
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