Always thinking of you
Never sure why
Dreaming and hoping you
Really might care
Even if I am insane
Waiting with hope

Maybe you feel the same?

Your fingertips on my skin make me feel beautiful
Laying together, ****, I never felt so pretty
Holding me close, your warmth against my skin, I am so safe
Your words sticking in my brain like magnets to a fridge
Only attracting my heart closer to yours
I believe every word you say like a naive child
But I am not afraid, for you are my angel
You have drawn me out of the dark and into the pale moonlight
Children of the Universe, we are
There for one another, connected at the souls
Bond by our fates and desire
I need you so much
Not like a how an animal needs food,
But how the moon needs the sun

Connection.........Something that two people share.
Sharing the connection to feel to think to touch.
Sharing ones thoughts together at the same time.
Feeling each others pain, sorrow, anger and fear.
Connections they are what binds two people together.
Its the most powerful and greatest feelings ever.
The things shared between two lovers.
This is what connecting is.
When two bodies share a mind, body, soul, thoughts, pain, anger and happiness.
This is connection this is true love......This is what we all waited for.

I can't remember the last night
I fell asleep
without thinking
that I didn't want
to wake up.

The sweetest of words escape your lips and leave me breathless.
Butterflies flutter inside,
fill day dreams with your static covered voice,
So smooth and masculine.

Never have I been so drawn to the corners of another's mind,
wanting to fill myself into the creaks of your heartache.
I could heal you....
shower you in affection and adoration.

Your brilliance captivates me,
leaving me wanting more.
I'm to caught up in what ifs...
What lingers between that I can't confess,
is that I'm afraid,
I could get completely lost in you.

No matter how i delude myself
How many distractions
I cant get away

My mind is screaming terrible
Awful nasty things
And im locked inside

I used to not be this way
I was happy at one point
Now ill do anything
To stop it

If i give myself away
Its because your
gross sounds
Sound better than nothing at all

If i talk on a bad day
Its because im
Losing sense
And control

I need noise on the outside
To reasure my brain
That it wont fall apart
That maybe im still sane

And ill tell everyone im better
When in fact
Ive never been worse

I cant shake these voices
Its like im carrying
Some brutal curse

I think I'm dying.
There's a pain in my chest
and my hands shake like crazy
and all that plays in my head
is the way you kissed me on my forehead
and said, "I'm so, so sorry."

I feel so pathetic
because I know it's over
but you still bring me to my knees
and I still beg for you to stay.
But nothing keeps you in my arms
and there's gotta be a way I can deal with that.

Sometimes you need to learn
that moving on is painful
and moving on is hard
but moving on is needed
when you have nowhere else to turn and
no one else to rely on.