I want to confess that I don't like
Crowd. I hate crowd and parties
And all social events
As those are the times when
I feel the loneliest.
I want to confess that
I have this childhood fear
That I'll have an ordinary life,.
That my dreams are too big for myself,
I won't experience miracle moments,
I won't become someone people look upto,
And I'll end up as just another face.
I want to confess that sometimes
I miss my grandmother's stories
Where by the end,
the protagonist boy always got
What he wanted, just because
He did not lose his morals.
But the last time I asked her,
she felt embarassed as
She couldn't remember those anymore
And I'll never hear them again.
I want to confess,
That I still have memories of those days
When you used to play dead and I panicked.
A life without you still has no purpose.
And I want to confess that I cry and I laugh,
I cry when I'm watching movies,
I cry when I feel hurt,
I cry a lot,
But I laugh in situations I'm not supposed to.

We talked for hours,
And we did not blink,
We were in the middle of nowhere,
On a boat we were sure would not sink
But......it was a dream.


There was  moon above us,
And heaven in front of me.
We shared our dreams and she winked,
Then for the first time our lips met
But......it was a dream.


On curves like mountain range,
I was lost in clouds,
Moon asked sun not to disturb us
And even a storm could not apart us,
Our bodies were this tight,
But................

She's better than the rest. One of the best.
She is smart. VERY SMART!!
Her laughter is pure, like of a small kid.
She makes a strange face when studying like burden of whole world is on her shoulders.
She sings,she plays,
she does dancing , she does everything.
She's a great friend.
All these things make her better than the rest
but what makes her unique?
It is that penguin walk of her when she is walking back from college but her hands stay still.
It's her revenge plotting looks when she is trying to concentrate and look into microscope.
It's her meeky voice in front of teachers which usually bursts on random occasions.
She would talk to you like she's an old friend.
Everyone likes her.
She just wants to be a firefly but she is indeed the sun.

Those glasses try their best,  
but they can't hide.
Shining on surface
And brimming with life.
A deep, dark ocean
And an untold story.
An act in front of the world
But inside a mystery.


I'm neither a sailor nor a seeker
But
Why is that darkness so appealing,
Ocean so attracting.
A key is missing, a key is missing,
Otherwise why is that beautiful heart
Not properly thumping.

Let's talk about YOU.
You,
I am your favourite
And I love this.
I'm heaven to none,
But thanks
For making me your Sun.
You,
We were children,
We were fools,
But thanks for that boat ride
Which made even that duck blush red
And hide.
You,
You are indeed special
For you ruined my psych
But thanks
For now I know
What the other side of ******* looks like.
You,
You motivate me
You both push and pull me
To make sure I alway rise infinite,
So thank you for those wings right.
You,
You are like that sky after rain
Coz you are both grey and colour.
You're what the love child
Of rachel,monica and phoebe
Would look like.
So thank you
For
I am a bee
And it will always
Be YOU before me.

How do you enter an exit ?
How do you explain sun, the warmth that moon gives ?
How do you explain the beauty of life to a dying person?
How do you explain your flaws to someone who is perfect ?
How do you explain the miracle to someone who herself is the one

I am not good enough for you
I know that
But
Why do you know that too ?

You hide behind your glasses
I know that
But
I am not what you see
Do you know that too?

You're pretty
You know that
But
I like you for you
I hope you know that too!

You wish, I was better
I know that
But
I Could be, for you
I wish , you knew that too!

I know
I am not good enough for you
But why do you know that too!