I want to confess that I don't like Crowd. I hate crowd and parties And all social events As those are the times when I feel the loneliest. I want to confess that I have this childhood fear That I'll have an ordinary life,. That my dreams are too big for myself, I won't experience miracle moments, I won't become someone people look upto, And I'll end up as just another face. I want to confess that sometimes I miss my grandmother's stories Where by the end, the protagonist boy always got What he wanted, just because He did not lose his morals. But the last time I asked her, she felt embarassed as She couldn't remember those anymore And I'll never hear them again. I want to confess, That I still have memories of those days When you used to play dead and I panicked. A life without you still has no purpose. And I want to confess that I cry and I laugh, I cry when I'm watching movies, I cry when I feel hurt, I cry a lot, But I laugh in situations I'm not supposed to.