I struggle to find the reason.
Why I’m pushing though pain.
Turning life,
Into survival.

I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
I just want to sleep,
And never wake up again.

No, I'm not lazy,
I'm not running away from life.
I'm just tired of the world and myself,
And too tired to change anything.

Hot as Fire
cold as ice
she encapsule
a chapel
of heaven
and hell
her universe
well versed;
                    I dwelled.

hi.

if you're reading this,
(well i hope you're reading this)
i miss your warm and tight hugs
and i'm sorry if my words have caused you so much pain.
i didn't mean to, i swear... i didn't mean to.

i'm in deep pain, please understand me.
i'm fragile, handle me gently.
i'm weak and vulnerable... you see, but patience my love
soon, we'll get through all this.

This year taught me people will leave if you love and care about them so much.