Kushal

Kushal Apr 2021

Duet

I'll kiss you between the lines
That say I am yours and you are mine.

Replace their names with ours,
And sing it till our lungs give out.

Our eyes will meet where the lyrics do,
And Bliss will tag along for the ride.

#happy #love #hearts #life #friendship #longing #music #song

Kushal Apr 2021

The Artist

I wish you could see my heaven and hell.
I dream you could understand it.

#writer #writing #life #pain #understanding

Kushal Apr 2021

Torture

Again.

Again.

Again.

Lash me with my hopes and dreams.

#pain #life #sad #sadness #dreams #love #lonely #anxiety

Kushal Apr 2021

*******

I am ******* hurt.

I am in ******* pain.

I am trying not to be ******* angry.
I am trying not to feel it all.
I am trying and failing.
I am trying not to detest,
I am trying not forget my soul.

I am always trying to be happy.
I am always failing to be.
I am always teased with light
I am always tricked into darkness.
I am always wishing.

I wish I could be better.
I wish I wasn't scared.
I wish I didn't feel this pain.
I wish this doesn't last the forever it already has.
I wish some day.
I wish I get to be happy.

#sad #lonely #pain #love #hate #friendship #life #happiness #happy

Kushal Jan 2021

You Fall First

I don't want to fall first again,
Palms always getting sweaty from the thinking in my head.
Never understood the situations that I read,
So I guess I'll hold my tongue instead.

Too tired of a broken heart,
And hitting restart.
Never found love,
But always found myself in it.
This time I'd rather wait.

I'll risk missing it,
If they cant see my heart
Then maybe it isn't meant to be.
I am not willing to participate once more in futility.

#love #pain #lonely #sad #friendship #fear #longing

Kushal Nov 2020

All I Know Is Regret

I hate where I am.
I hate who I am.
I hate that I live this way.

I hate that I breath.
I hate that I love.
I hate that I feel.

I hate all of me.
I hate that no one sees.
I hate that all I have is regret.
I hate that I am not who I am.
I hate this poem.
I hate it all.

#life #hate #pain #regret #sad #lonely

Kushal Nov 2020

Lost Heart

Bred by the fire,
Yet jumped too early in.
These flames seared skin
Till they felt of sin.

Time took its toll,
Yet the fire still brought fear.
Now frozen from the cold,
The warmth of the flames beckons me near.

#love #fear #happy #sad #lonely #life #pain #fire #heart