If u don’t got nothing good to say then don’t say nothing at all

Always get the money its something about the hustle & bustle of everyday life I pick a canvas then paint it how I like with neon lights so I can attract butterflies

I’m not sure how I intend to make a living but I’m gonna make it out the hood one day I’m not tryna be poor forever & I’m done with going to jail wasted years of my life I can never get back I’m just tryna do exactly what it is I said I would can’t deviate from the mission when u in a stabilized position it’s better to not get noticed then to be looked down upon can’t be stupid nowadays u have to want to survive & u have to keep moving forward to do that I’m thinking to much sometimes so I smoke marijuana to ease my mind & when I see my life through the eyes of the Lord I’ll leave all my worries behind take up my cross daily & live for nobody but Jesus in my room making music for the boredom but I know it’s stupid to waste time on useless projects I hope my journalism isn’t worthless yet I throw them in the garbage instead of saving them for what who wants to read my thoughts I will share my story with u if u would share your dollar with me

I believe that writing is different than typing it takes more concentration with less suggestions unless u brain stormed our thoughts are powerful ideas spark inventions & inventions spark evolution if I’m right this just a opinion on the topic of writers having soft hands compared to someone working in construction I’m constantly being tempted by the she devil to be a *** toy for her pleasure not mine I don’t bust a nut all the time I use my fleshlight because of the material needing lubricant instead of natural juices it causes tension on top of the tension I’m trying to release in the first place I won’t a new perspective to be appreciated & loved is all I want I’m getting support from friends & family so I’m in good hands needing a check but I’m a felon with a fetish for marijuana I’ll quit but I don’t know what it would take to replace the feeling or would the desire just vanish ?

The herb is more than a potion

Blinking moonlit eyes as the pink & lavender clouds of dawn fade, tasting her heart shaped lips as sweet as honey & as soft as the pedals of a rose. Rubbing her **** feet & ******* her pretty toes as she bathes in fragrant waters, natural curly hair flowing down her vanilla shoulders resting on her diamond peaks, I'm entranced by a seasoned woman with natural features whose elegance is as graceful as a swan, although she's extraordinary & glamorous in reality she lonely so she spends her days & nights in lingerie craving prince charming.

Cooling rolling I told shawty give me head
If she don’t love me I treat her bad

Before u leave tell me where you going and when can I expect to see you back

I gata go back, don’t u?
I wanna go back, don’t u?

Am I yours forever love

With minimum effort

lay bare its deepest secrets,
change its fundamental structures, somehow burst through the bounds of human limitations,
build for themselves enduring monuments,
control their destiny,
achieve a state of secure and lasting happiness

Talk about how much i miss u & how much I love u

I’m constantly risking my freedom for reasons I don’t know why I am choosing to make mistakes I shouldn’t be out of work because I lost 3 jobs in 1 month & for someone with my background that’s totally unacceptable but it’s because of drugs I became addicted to crystal **** & let it control my life I’m always going insane because I can’t stop I let it take control over my life! I’m helpless watching from the inside as the world revolves yet I’m still having complications with the dark side of the moon where I’m not accepted only playing the part by placing myself in harms way, I finally bought a car & it was so bad that I can’t show it to my family without saying something about it I don’t know what to do with my life but get high to get by I’m a felon with limited resources I wish I knew the secret to life so I wouldn’t be in the dark with the deamons I wrote a poem for her & she didn’t even want it I feel like my spirit was trying to be free & now there’s a note in my wallet I don’t wanna read it because I don’t want the emotions of the seriousness to attach to me what I need is a miracle.

You all I want,
You all I need.