Always get the money its something about the hustle & bustle of everyday life I pick a canvas then paint it how I like with neon lights so I can attract butterflies

I believe that writing is different than typing it takes more concentration with less suggestions unless u brain stormed our thoughts are powerful ideas spark inventions & inventions spark evolution if I’m right this just a opinion on the topic of writers having soft hands compared to someone working in construction I’m constantly being tempted by the she devil to be a *** toy for her pleasure not mine I don’t bust a nut all the time I use my fleshlight because of the material needing lubricant instead of natural juices it causes tension on top of the tension I’m trying to release in the first place I won’t a new perspective to be appreciated & loved is all I want I’m getting support from friends & family so I’m in good hands needing a check but I’m a felon with a fetish for marijuana I’ll quit but I don’t know what it would take to replace the feeling or would the desire just vanish ?

The herb is more than a potion

lay bare its deepest secrets,
change its fundamental structures, somehow burst through the bounds of human limitations,
build for themselves enduring monuments,
control their destiny,
achieve a state of secure and lasting happiness

I gata go back, don’t u?
I wanna go back, don’t u?

With minimum effort

I’m constantly risking my freedom for reasons I don’t know why I am choosing to make mistakes I shouldn’t be out of work because I lost 3 jobs in 1 month & for someone with my background that’s totally unacceptable but it’s because of drugs I became addicted to crystal **** & let it control my life I’m always going insane because I can’t stop I let it take control over my life! I’m helpless watching from the inside as the world revolves yet I’m still having complications with the dark side of the moon where I’m not accepted only playing the part by placing myself in harms way, I finally bought a car & it was so bad that I can’t show it to my family without saying something about it I don’t know what to do with my life but get high to get by I’m a felon with limited resources I wish I knew the secret to life so I wouldn’t be in the dark with the deamons I wrote a poem for her & she didn’t even want it I feel like my spirit was trying to be free & now there’s a note in my wallet I don’t wanna read it because I don’t want the emotions of the seriousness to attach to me what I need is a miracle.

Talk about how much i miss u & how much I love u

You all I want,
You all I need.

Before u leave tell me where you going and when can I expect to see you back

Blinking moonlit eyes as the pink & lavender clouds of dawn fade, tasting her heart shaped lips as sweet as honey & as soft as the pedals of a rose. Rubbing her **** feet & ******* her pretty toes as she bathes in fragrant waters, natural curly hair flowing down her vanilla shoulders resting on her diamond peaks, I'm entranced by a seasoned woman with natural features whose elegance is as graceful as a swan, although she's extraordinary & glamorous in reality she lonely so she spends her days & nights in lingerie craving prince charming.

Never listen to voices of the wind

Finding beauty in u is like ******* hard to do I mean I see theses things about u that make no sense it hurts to try to figure out why so I stopped trying & given up to your silly games I’m not the same as I was in the past I’ve evolved into a more dominant species

Am I yours forever love