Sadness is the wine of the soul
You, when looking down on me didn't know
How I've made mine perfect
Through many years
Effortlessly.

Pain that has every title,
Seeps like the rain to my roots
And gives me fear of nothing
But fear of feeling anything at all.

And I wait in the dark of life
Still like in sleep
Until the hour
All clocks stop.

When with you,
All clocks stop.
When with you,
Sadness grows
In saying goodbye.

Four simple words I'll give:
Goodbye,
I love you.
Still like in sleep
Until the hour
All clocks stop.

I am, but a lover
I yearn, like a craver
I don’t know what is love
I stare silently, like a dove
I write his inks on paper
I pour gay in words, like a dreamer
Like a cheater, I hide within letters
I touch souls, softly like feathers
I’m quite like a fire, a loner
I grieve rainbows, like a wanderer
I stare like a hawk
From far away, at him, I gawk
I’m a poet, nothing but a liar
Cause I am, but a lover

13 November 2017

There  Are  Poems
Inside  Of  You
That
          *Paper
Can't
          *Handle

Allow me now to say,
That though the dark is deep
And blinds the light of day,
It's comfort crawls alone in sleep.

Hands that played now are stayed, cold;
Dark is the night, death is darker still.
But age does not make us old,
Youth in you time cannot ****.

And fallen, fallen, all the past.
You stand at the door, turn your head, and part -
Gone, now forever at last,
And stay the beating of that heart.

You who smiled gave a moment pause;
The mirror broken tells of a false face,
For every small and gracious cause
Bears the burden of this race.

Allow what will to be your life's brief end,
That betrays the memory yet lingering on -
From little faith sweet lies descend,
My friend, my family forever gone.

Hello
Will you cure this madness of mine?
Say nothing
I'll just walk on by
Nevermind
Seeing me heading forward alone
I've said hello many times
I've said goodbye and been gone
But I´ve never waited too long
For halfhearted replies

Hell* Is Where I Dreamed Of You
And Woke Up *Alone