I feel like I'm drowning
But I can see others breathing
And somehow
That's my fault
It's like if I could just learn to be normal
Everything would be okay
And back to the drowning thing;
It's like I'm just inches from the surface
But I don't have the energy to reach it
But I also feel like I'm burning
And freezing
All at once
I know that makes no sense,
But it's like being so cold,
Your insides are on fire
I feel like I'll never be enough
Like everything is pointless
And I have no energy
But I can't sleep at night
Like,
I haven't been posting
On this site
Because I couldn't find the strength
But now I'm posting
In a last attempt to hold on
And it feels like being sick
Like, you know you're going to die
And you know it will be soon
You just don't know when
And it's pointless
I'm pointless
Life is pointless
Everthing is pointless
And I don't know what to do
I'm dying,
Please,
Someone help me...
This is how I feel
I don't know what it is
But this is how I feel
(I'm so sorry)
Sorry this isn't really a poem, and it doesn't really make sense but...