i feel so
feeling love all by myself
they eliminated 100% of my vocabulary and replaced it all with "love"
i like heavy shoes - a romance novel
feeling refreshed not love

How do I even speak of love
    How do I even speak of longing
    Dome placed high above formless
      Space
    And I thought, "I give up"
    And I almost laid down on the pavement right there

feed on me
         i am

        at what point can i offer my body up for
        sacrifice

       watch me eat myself yeah yeah yeah
       i feel like dying whether or not anyone is around
       i wonder how much of myself I have eaten

+commercials play in my head on loop forever

Formality is exhausting but can be rewarding
   No cars allowed on the street when I am passing
   Brief summarization of each step on this walk
   No that's what I call a toothache

need softness
ineedalifetimeofsoftness
this new house buzzes
it’s more like a low tremble

Imagine me just howling
   That's how my heart feels
   But pulling me forward

authentic ***** sneaks in
   notebooks hidden

time doesn't make sense its Saturday night and i rented video games but feel too melancholy to play

do you feel the split

   between each of my teeth
   that i fill with sugar and get comfortable

Death vibrating on the sunbeams
   look at me look at me
   ******* diminishing
   Chomp chomp chomp
   Number gets spin
   And my head comes on crashing

i want to give a love that’s oily

why do i have to feel
  i'm probs in the ugliness
  living in green
  making my heart feel pokey
  feeling grizzly and god awful
  buhbut
  absolutely dismal +color fade

how familiar are you with "trying really hard to do something?"

picture me of dirt and
    relieve yourself and watch it and be pleased
    and return to the trampoline

bodies are fun but i don't want mine anymore

              iwannainhabityourlovelythoughts
              iwannaconsolidateandauctionoffmine

in all realms i am a fool

How often is special
   This is a tumult
   Over me popping with daisies

Be not charged in dwellings
  Love is my church
And I need time to process
  Oh you know
There's beeps and laughter
  Much of what I feel is in the air

If those ghostly aspects kick in now at
     7am on the train feeling ******
     would I become someones anxieties

                  I DONT EVEN EXIST I AM 7am ON THE TRAIN

I love when you share facts about the wild life of the Yard
Understanding the world
that is surrounding me
Distinct codes in things
Former-future references
It feels like it's gonna rain, the bedroom light makes me feel
Did you see me smoking *** in the court
Smoking love out my eyes
The large trees keep the wind in them
Top dancing waves being pulled
I am worried by how much i don't breathe or how soft I feel

In amusement
Format ideas in a light headed voice
Cause I just feel vapid and spaced
Crucial zone peak self-doubt
A grassy fucken hill area
Wet and quiet and blue
When it comes down to it
Ya feel fickle’ n shorts
Crying like a water melon