I know you'll never see this,
But I just wanted you to know,
That even if you believe,
That she is all you need,
I need you.

I tried to let you know,
So long ago,
Before she was even back,
Taking you from me.
I love you.

You said you cared for me,
But if you did, why'd you leave?
No goodbye this time,
Because you pretend you're still here.
I miss you.

All I want is to be with you,
To care for you,
To let you in.
I want to make you happy.

But you cut me down,
You don't want me,
No matter how much I,
Bend to you.
I'm nothing.

I let you know,
How I felt tonight,
And you had just 12 words for me.
"How you feel,
Won't stop me,
From being in love,
With her."
And I knew in that moment,
That I had made a mistake,
In loving you.

I should have never cared,
That was the promise we made,
In the beginning, at the start,
When all we were was two people.
With nobody here,
In between,
You and me,
Nothing but us,
Becoming one,
For no reason but loneliness,
And unfettered attraction.

I was warned of this happening,
Because you can't be so close,
Without somebody falling.
And the one who fell was me.

Don't ask me for favors,
I am not free.
I just wanted you to love me,
Can't you see?
I gave you what you wanted,
(Thinking maybe you'd want me)
But you thought I was,
Just doing this for me.

I wasn't trying to use you,
I felt used by you.
But you were never sure,
What I wanted you for,
So used was all we were.

You tell me how you love her,
And you'll slip that ring upon her,
But you don't tell her,
(Of what I'm sure)
Deserves your biggest apology.

So don't ask me for favors,
I am not free.
All I wanted,
Was for you,
To realize you loved me.

My eyes meet yours,
And the music in my mind,
Reaches its crescendo,
As I make my way towards you.

We danced all night,
With names unknown,
Just the pure bliss,
Of being in your arms.

I lost sight of you,
In the confusion of the night's end,
I know not your name,
Nor you, mine.

But the thoughts of me,
Folded in your arms,
Shall never leave me,
So remember me as I remember you.

So I'm a succubus, am I?
I doubt that.
You tell me that you can't resist.
I doubt that.
You tell me you love me.
I doubt that.
If I were a succubus, where's my tail?
Exactly.
If you couldn't resist, why did you leave?
Exactly.
If you loved me, why are you with her?
Exactly.
I'm smarter than you think.
You left.
I know what love is.
You left.
I know what it is to lose control.
You left.
I know how it is to be human.
And You left.

I think of you, day in and day out.
I think of your face, your hands, your lips.
I crave you, day in and day out.
I crave your neck, your chest, your hips.
I want you, day in and day out.
I want your eyes, your ears, your kiss.
I miss you, day in and day out.
I miss your voice, your touch, oh what bliss.

Understand what I mean when I say this;
I think of you, day in and day out.
You are the thought I fall asleep to,
The thought that awakens me.
You are my hope when the phone rings,
And if it were you, I think I would sing.
And I write you this poem, like you love me,
But I'm so very sure the world can see,
Right through this.

I fell once again today,
I watched as my hands bled,
I stared and watched,
As the red lines ran free.

I fell.
With ribs so bruised,
That every breath was pain,
My heart irregular,
And tears on my face.

I fell.
My feelings are hurt,
By the words you said to me,
I craved your heart,
And you just broke mine.

I fell.
I did what I shouldn't,
And now we both feel bad,
I loved you much,
And you loved her more.

I fell.
What can we expect,
From the ever-dizzy girl?
I fell for you,
And you let me fall.