I'm tired.
I wait.
I'm patient.
I hope.
I dream,
That one day,
You might see,
The one you love is actually me.
Forever is so long,
When you're all alone.
Second chances are hard to come by.
But love finds a way.
And if I have to wait forever,
It might be worth it.
If only you.
Felt the way I do.
Then the pieces would come together,
Everything would fit,
Perfectly.

i didn’t think of it as a relapse
because i never meant to stop
i just went without for awhile
till i again craved a drop
or more
     typical
     i thought
     for me to act this way
     one bit of distress
     and it’s on display
     even though i don’t mind
     if you see it
     that is not to say
     that  i’m proud of these things
     i’m just dealing with pain

yet again.

~MN

**** baby....
Your lips are my addiction
So soft, so tender, so firm....
We could just lay here as long as we want
You touching me/Me touching you
You ******* me/Me ******* you
You kissing me/Me kissing you
You rubbing me/Me rubbing you
Right here...
Alone together...
In this ***** eternity
How I eternally crave
That hypnotizing wetness
that is the cavern of skin
Between those vanilla thighs
Mmm... I just wanna kiss and lick you up
I just wanna lick you dry
I just wanna make your body cry
A **** ballad of pleasure, passion and lust
Come on baby just lay back
Spread those sweet legs
Let me show that little ***** some lovin'
Come on open your legs for me
Please baby....
I promise I'll melt your worries away
I'll make you melt too
I'll make you melt away with me
Come on baby... melt away with me...
Melt away with me...
Let's melt away together
Let us melt away into the night
Because I missed your sweet body
I missed your body so so much....
I missed every inch of you so much...