One Of The Tired Souls

One Of The Tired Souls Jul 2017

Those bruises you once left on my hips
didn't look so good on my arms
I wonder how they look
Now that they're on my heart
*You would know since you're the one holding it.
How long did it continue to beat after it left my chest?

Three Of Swords
That's what you are

#betrayal #cowardice #threeofswords #hurt #fuckyou

One Of The Tired Souls Sep 2017

A Recount Of A Moment Passed

The only thing that has ever
Felt better pressed to my lips
Than the filter of
A burning cigarettes
Was the tail end of
I love you
Sent in your general direction

Accidentally lost this in my drafts. Here it is for you now.

#love #cigarette #iloveyou #sweet #moment

One Of The Tired Souls Jul 2017

Tryna

All these kids tryna **** me
But they come in at second best
All these kids tryna love me
Guess you gave me a complex

******* Though

#anger #late #nights #**** #you

One Of The Tired Souls Jun 2017

Waste

I haven't been near you
In half of eternity
But this morning
I woke up smelling of your love
And it struck me head on
Because I still remember
Every good moment
I ever spent
Wearing that smell
Like a diamond band
And I'm just so angry
And so hurt
By how much you
Never cared
So here I am melting
With all of these things
That I shouldn't ever say
Even if I could
And they begin with
I love you
And end with
*******
And everything in the middle is
Just a* waste
*The only thing I don't remember
Is why I tried

#just #*** #waste #hurt #regret #sadness #depression #loud #you #left

One Of The Tired Souls Jun 2017

Sharp

Today*
You are sharp.

#hurt #feelings #pain #sadness #depression

One Of The Tired Souls May 2017

Bridges

How many more tears will I drip
On smoldering bridges
Before I accept that
They have already more than burned

One Of The Tired Souls Apr 2017

Much Worse

Occasionally I remember who I am
Emotions fade
I sit a little straighter
Smile less
I see into you
Through you nearly
This is when I can take you
Own you.
I'm sorry
That I'm not even a whisper of the word
You've been very bad
But I am *much worse