I wish you’d let your courage show
pain bleeding through my lips
did you enjoy the way he kissed?
Jealousy;
a wicked step mother
that forces you to look through all the dirt
and a nagging feeling
that you’re not even hurt
Sent a thousand letters,
excuses and rhymes
What if this is what you wanted
all this time?
Does he try to define you?
Put a label on your ***
or is it through lust that you do it best
Sitting between Tuesday talk sessions
with a panic coach waiting for me to break
Should I tell her
the past feels like a lie to me
how I fear you did not want me
and that’s the reason why
you set me
f r e e
so easily

Leaving home for the quest of finding me
Missing home like it's killing me*.


Krystal Marcelo
01/25/16