Kalliope

Kalliope Apr 2018

An Addictive Personality

Large doses of you
Were never good for me,
But, I've always loved to
Push my limits.

#people #exes #relationships #limits #hope #heartache #thoughts #feelings

Kalliope Apr 2018

Brittle Bones

If you broke my arm
I'd still ask you to sign my cast,
And that is why
I must go.

#thoughts #feelings #relationships #toxic #hopefull #realizations

Kalliope Apr 2018

The Never Ending Cycle

Every time I get comfortable
Without you
You show up again.

Every time I get used to sleeping
By myself
You crawl into my bed.

Every time I fall in love
With you,
You leave me again.

The way we love hurts my heart.

#thoughts #feelings #love #lust #heartache #exes #onandoff #cycles

Kalliope Apr 2018

They're Blue

I don't know what it feels like to be someone's first choice.
To be a priority.
To be special to someone.
I'm tired of aching for things
That I won't receive.
I'm tired of hurting for people
Who can't even remember
What color my eyes are.

My heart hurts.

#sad #lonely #ranty #thoughts #restless #anxious #done #feelings

Kalliope Apr 2018

Dumb and Dumber

Each time you call me dumb
I believe you
a little bit more.
I'm dumb
for loving someone
Who is not capable of
loving me back.

#thoughts #feelings #love #lust #heartache #lonely

Kalliope Apr 2018

Habits Die Hard

I say I attract toxic,
Deep down I think
I crave it.

#thoughts #feelings #love #lust #toxic #habits #routines #stuck