The only reality is now... what you had, what we had is not now it is then, painful as it is these memories in my head are ghosts and not real now

Right now is all I see the past haunts me like a nightmare of happiness abused by time

Sometimes I want to escape me break thos shell leave this happy face for what is really inside the sadness in me I can't escape

What is love and how do we know it, couple times found in your life, only to be lost and discovered like the rise and fall of the sun. Fooled and shamed into believing only to see clearly later it was game and Pons were topled for her pleasure. She is an island that is not reachable if it was you'd be stranded and slowly die.

I was diagnosed with a rare form of terminal cancer, I want to wrote my thoughts until I can't one day the right person will read them

We met like souls long separated lived like lovers and made plans together for a future that we would never realize. Years later I wonder how her daughters are, who is she now, what mask does she ware, or did she finally become herself the one I met all those years ago.