I constantly thinking of you,
I picture your beautiful eyes watching mine.
I imagine what it would feel like to be in your arms.
Im falling in love with you, but I'm drowning,

in my doubt, in my self-sabotage
that you don't love me.

This distance between us kills me,
I'm trying to hold on, I want to believe that you want me but
the way you act sometimes pulls in  this wave of rejection and fear
and everything comes crashing down in my face.

There is something about you that attracts me,

The way you roll with life, how you just let the moments pass

Your  u n r u f f  l e d  soul
Calms my incorrigibly fractious mind.

It’s appealing to me how handsome you are
And you are oblivious to such an entity


And how

You effortlessly allure me with your personality.

There is something about you that makes me

Want to open up my heart,


again.

Many men make declarations of love when they want to make love,

But rare is the man whose love remains true

when the consequences of ******* are brought to his attention.

Captivating eyes, that can be felt through your body. The kind of feeling as if your heart is pounding inside your chest, begging to be let out.

My heart skipped a beat at the sight of him.

At that moment all I ever wanted to do was break through the glass and hold him in my arms; to feel him tightly grasping every inch of my body.

The thought of feeling his body and mine together, in union against his, my legs shiver, and my breath quivers.

His enticing gaze sends vibrating sensations in between my thighs. Beginning to feel warm and watery, making me weak in the knees.

I'm sick and tired of hearing the same voices every day
Im tired of being the slave of this vicious cycle that repeats
day by day.
Wake up, shower, eat, do work, workout, sleep
Wake up, shower, eat, do work, workout, sleep
Wake up, shower, eat, do work, workout, sleep
Wake up, shower, eat, do work, workout, sleep

the same things every day I just want this to stop!
STOP
STOP
JUST STOP
Im tired of living this life
when will things be normal again
I AM TIRED

Even if you tell them the warning signs
of your painful past,

and how it broke your heart

they promise they won't
hurt you again.


Yet they did hurt your fragile
heart.