I never fell in love.
Falling means breaking,
Breaking means hurting.
So instead,
I walked into it.
Just like you walked out of it.
And now I know,
It's better to just leave it.
It's better just to sit.

It's hard.
I was afraid to love.
Then i loved you.
You made me happy,
I wanted to stay alive.
Then you broke my heart,
And I started to cry
But now you can see,
What was left of me.
*Why I'm so afraid to love...

The first time you sent me a text saying,
"I love you"
I set it as my background.
But it's funny how our 'love',
Is now in the background.

I play the piano to feel my emotions.

I write poems to see them.

I keep them in so I can ponder on them.

I whisper through my teeth so I can hear them.

But no matter how they're expressed,

All my thoughts,
They're all about death.

So can't you see?
I'm so depressed...