Minsan nasabi ko nun sa sarili ko,na hindi na ako muling magsusulat pa.
Kasi pag ako humawak ng papel at lapis sa kalagitnaan ng gabi ibig sabihin na hindi ako masaya at nilalamon na ako ng lungkot hanggang awatin na ako ng araw sa umaga at sabihin na pumikit kana.
Pero sandali lang.
Hindi naman ako malungkot at hindi naman hating gabi ngayon. Maingay nga dito at heto ako gising na gising. Sumasabay sa ingay ng mundo.
Magsusulat ako para malaman mo kung ganu ka kahalaga. Yung kahit paulit ulit pa ok lang, kahit na di na tumugma ang mga letra at di ko makuha ang tamang talata.
itutuloy ko na to. Pano nga ba,na ang mga nasulat ko dati ay puro kabiguan at sakit sa damdamin ang tema,pano nga bang ako ay nilalamon ng gabi at awatin ng umaga.
Pano nga bang natapos ang mga araw na akala ko ay buwan na ang magiging araw.
Ou nga nagsimula ang lahat sa salitang di inakala.
Na ang pag ibig natin ay maihahalintulad sa mga eksena nang mga pelikula na hindi pa naipalabas sa sine o pelikula.
Nais ko lang malaman mo at ng mundo na umiikot sa mga masasakit at matatamis na salita kung ganu ka kahalaga.
Kung papaano mo tinapos ang mga gabi at araw na halos di ko na makilala ang aking sarili sa pagpapanggap para lang maging masaya.
Salamat sa pagpapadama ng tunay na kaligayan at halaga. salamat sa tunay na pamilya na iyong dala.
salamat sa mga simpleng bagay na lubos ko na kinasaya at salamat sa pagmamahal na walang katulad at dalisay simula pa nung umpisa.
May mga araw na ako din ay anlulungkot kahit pa tayo na,Hindi dahil may ginawa ka pero naqpapaisip lang talaga ako kung karapatdapat ba talaga ako sa isang katulad mo.
Pero salamat kasi ni minsan di mo pinadama na iba ka,kasi tayo nga naman ay iisa.
Nais ko lang din malaman mo kung ganu ako kasaya,na merong ikaw at ako at darating ang panahon ay ikaw ako at mga bata.
At nasasabik na din akong ikwento sa kanila kung panong ang ikaw ay umakyat sa pinakamatataas na kabundukan ng ating bansa.
Masaya ako na nagawa mo ang mga bagay na iyong pinangarap at aabutin naman nating dalawa ang ating pangarap na maging ISA.

Hindi ka nag iisa*.
Kataga na nais ko na malaman mo,
Sa bawat araw na naisip mo ang salitang,
Bakit?

Sa bawat pagdurusa na nilamon ka ng iyong isip,
At mga guni guni na naglalaro sa mga gabi,
Na akala mo ay walang nakaka alala sa iyo,
Mag isip ka.

Ikaw ay pinagpala,
na dumidilat sa umaga.
At makita ang liwanag ng mudo,
At marinig ang awit ng mga ibon.

Wag kang matakot na harapin ang umaga,
wag kang matakot sa sasabihin ng iba.
May sarili kang buhay,
Tulad ng isang ibon na malaya.

Malaya kang gawin ang sisnisigaw ng iyong puso,
damhin ang bawat yakap ng hangin.
At pag masdan ang pag bukadkad ng mga bulakak,
Na tulad mo ay may buhay din.

Wag kang papatanagay sa iyong isip,
At lunurin ka ng mga imahenasyon.
Patuloy kang maglakad,
At sundin ang bawat tibok ng iyong puso.

Maraming nagmamahal sayo,
Wag **** hayaan na makulong ka,
Sa mga pagkabigo,
Dahil ito ang magpapatatag sa iyo.

Lumaban ka,
Dahil inuulit ko.
Sa mundong ito.
Hindi ka nag iisa.

Salamat sa humigit kumulang labin dalawang taon.
Sa pagiging isang alaga,
at mapag-alagang tuta.
Salamat sa pagiging bantay,
Ng bahay at  buhay.
Salamat sa pagpaparamdam,
Kung anu ang isang tunay na kaibigan.
Na iniiyakan at napagkukwentuhan,
Na sanay naiintindahan mo naman.
Siguro ngay wala ng pwedeng pumalit sayo.
Sa buhay ng mga taong binantayan mo.
At alam ko naman na ramdam mo,
Na ni minsan hindi ka nila naituring na iba gaya ng tao.
Salamat din kina,Sansa,Chester,Junjun, Panda,
At sa iba na hindi ko na nakilala.
Sa isang kaibigan na din nang iiwan,
Diba nga kahit sa paliguan ay kasama ka pa.
At hindi ka naman paborito,
Kasi nasa kwarto ka pag malamig ang klima.
At ngayon nga na wala kana.
Di mo maiaalis ang pangungulila,
At gabi na si Michelle ay lumuluha.
Salamat muli asong mapagkalinga.

I've been travelling this up and down roads.
Searching for something.
Looking for a place to a beat less heart.
Someday bees will find a perfect hive.
Where flowers are just behind.
And butterflies won't fly that high.
A perfect place for this soul to scream and cry.
Trying to forget the past that still hunt,
But never dies.
It's not easy,
When you're awake and daydreaming.
Trying to find a way of healing.
And understand the word  forgiving.
My eyes won't look for knives.
Just a quite night,
And a beautiful skies.
These mountains are walls.
That blocks all my heartaches.
And these tears are wonderful,
Like a crying mountains with lots of falls.

As the sun sleeps and the stars starts to play.
I cant hear a noise and this place is free.
I remember you when silence strike,
And piece of a busted street light,
Blink like your eyes.

I find my self at peace in the middle of the night.
These cats are free,
I'm counting them one,two and three.
l own the street,
And my shadow can't find a beat.

I felt connected to every car chasing.
Like those little kids laughing.
But i can't hear them singing.
And i can't see a real smile shining.
They're not hiding maybe they're just sleeping.

Dreaming awake,
Walking straight.
Watching buses in the streets,
Hoping i could see you.
Waving hello.

Helllo midnight,
Why i'm so into you?
Do i need to worry.
Even if its just me,
And you.

I contemplate,
every time we met.
bring you bunch of flowers,
and chocolates.

Hoping,
You'll be happy.
If i treat you,
to watch movie.

Lets face this world,
with no sword.
Just the LOVE,
we both showed.

We will not be afraid,
to fight.
In the dark,
i'll be your light.

I don't want,
to see you cry.
Or a single tear,
fall from your eye.

Co'z
I will cut their mind,
If they stab you,
from behind.

Carbon paper,
always do the same.
Like when i fall,
and fell in shame.

*I almost forget my name.
When my tears fall like rain.

I feel sorry,
For those people who talks a lot.
For them to ruin someone's life.
Because in the end it will comeback to them,
And envy my **** them.

I feel sorry,
To those who think they know everything.
And pretend they're some kind of a genius.
Because they just say what they hear,
But no one really care.

I feel sorry,
To those who have much in life.
And never look to the other side.
Because they just see things in general.
And never feel the real quality of life.

I feel sorry,
To those who have cars.
And go to place whenever they want.
Because they just get there.
And never appreciate the real beauty of this land.

I feel sorry,
To those who love watching TV show.
Because they're enjoying seating on the big couch,
Without knowing,
They've wasted their time.

I feel sorry,
To those who have all fancy things in life.
Because they just get what they wanted anytime,
But the true essence of things,
Is not the value or the price.

I never felt sorry,
In my life.
And people around me,
Talks a lot.
Because they know everything in life.

I never felt sorry,
Because I don't have cars,
Because i walk in mountains,
And enjoy every creation God has made for us,
In every Stride.

They may say everything they want,
Against my silly life,
But i will continue every stride,
And enjoy every centavo i have,
Every smile,
Every sunrise,
And all those stars.
*But i will never ever trade my silly life,to have fancy life yet stressful life.

Open up your eyes
And ill break your eyelashes.
And put my ash inside.

I'm wondering,
Wondering if those eye bags were full of tears.
Like what they describe when they cry under that stairs.

Will your eyelid recognize my face.
Will your brain remember those days.
When everything  i did was my best.

A silly smile,
That will make me happy.
A kiss on my cheek,
Will make my day.

A simple hello,
Would ease my sorrow.
A grey sky will turn blue
By a stare from you.

Your voice,
Is a lullaby.
I hope you won't say goodbye.
And makes these leaves dry.

Candies and lollipops,
Popcorns and cheese on top.
Makes a perfect night,
While watching stars in rooftop.

Trains and buses,
Makes my adrenaline rush.
Like an airplane and rockets,
That fly so fast.

Mountains,rivers and seas.
Oh how I wish.
To  sleep in your tryst,
And wake up with your breeze.
.

A little bit of you,
Will completely make my day.
Without any doubt that someday,
We'll be happy .

Warning and signals;
Are not enough.
For us to suffer less;
And Sleep at night,
At peace.

Your wind blows like a bullet train.
As it passed every town,
It leaves a devastating traced.
Roof's are like crumpled paper in the air.
Trees are like's matches sticks scattered in streets.

We are a country,
Of Hope,
And Happiness.
But in every tryst you visited,
You can't see a smiling face.

Broken Houses and families,
Is all that you can see.
for some of it's members and pieces,
Are still missing,
And not in place.

Bodies lies in streets.
Kids are crying,
Craving for some food to eat,
A place to sleep,
And a shelter for them to take a safe rest.

We will stand after this.
and clean the mess that you've left.
For tomorrow we all know,
That sun will shine in every heart,
Of every FILIPINO people that you've hurt.

I want to write a poem.
About a girl that i missed a lot.
But i don't know what word to put up.
And how to start.

She's been a super friend for a month.
And now she's pregnant.
But the feelings still the same.
Like when we dance in the rain.

I missed when she screams my name.
When I'm on a cliff and leech are all over the place.
We run and and climb mountains together.
Even on a bad weather.

I missed her smile.
When she's mad.
Now i can't even hear her laugh.

I hated the time when i'm alone.
Co'z i feel that love hated me more.
I can't resist loneliness.
I can't swim in river of tears.

Now i feel so safe in your smile.
How i wish that you are mine.
I really wanted to hold you tight.
Hug and kiss you all night.

I hope that this would last.
I want you to forget the past.
Lets face this world with all our guts.
You can always have my back.

No more love that will break your heart.
I will catch you no matter what.
No more tears will fall unto your eyes.
We will live a life without  lies.

Life without you means  life without sight.
Your the only thing that light my path.
The only thing that let me understand love.
LOVE that i lost for so many times.

I'm sorry,
if i hurt you.
I'm sorry,
co'z i can't fix you heart.

I'd rather die now,
than to hear you cry.
I'm not sayin that you lie.
Sun will shine on us,so please don't hide.

Tears are slowly falling down'
from your skies.
I didn't mean to break your guts.
Nor wrap a thorn around your heart.

I just wanted to see you happy.
And wear your smile everyday.
For them to notice that your my one and only.
And no one could take you away from me.

I admit my fault.
So cut my heart like a bolt.
Your my light that shine so bright.
I wanted to hold you so safe and tight.

Years of misery
and gallon of tears.
That was my life,
for the past three years.

I even slit my wrist,
when fall under.

Years later,
when i met this girl.
All my heartaches,
are quickly wash away.

You light me up,
and let my star shine.
I will love you,
till the end of time.

I will never ever,
make you cry.
Hold my hand,
will reach the sky.

Every seconds,
that pass us by.
I can't wait,
to call her mine.

I'll push my guts,
into the limits.
Just to be with her,
FOREVER.

Tonight my heart is broken.
Scattered like those tiny stars.
I can't pick them all.
And put in my empty pocket.

Now, i don't know where to start.
To find a word that will fit a line.
And a light,
That will shine your eyes.

Kick me,
Spank me,
Stab me,
And leave me here bleeding and dying.

All the words you used to said.
And the times we shared.
Remind me of this Lucky kid.
That cry alone in his bed.

Blue skies
turns into grey.
Little stars
are teary.
Falling tears
from heaven,
Sounds like a lullabie
in my ears.
Hoping
it would be
the answer.
To drown all my fears.
Lightning and Thunderstorm
Strikes like
Unspoken words.
That breaks
every untold stories
of a lonely
road.

To find a word,
that will fit a
line.
To find a light,
that will shine
your eyes.

The anthem of your dying days feels like a feather in my ear.
The day you decide that im no longer a friend i put a word on that ink.
Now you smile all the time with him but your dying inside.
And im trying so hard not to burn my self just to love your tide.  
I dont want to live with yesterday's promises.
And die alone with this pillow and bridges.
Im looking at your pictures and i can't find your
eyes on the floor.
I wont forget what you told me and your hunted voice that soar.
I know you know how much i love you eventhough i cant stand beside you.
Is it true that being with me is just a waste of time?
And being with you is the best days of my life.
Life is not fair and i know it from the start.
But loving you is worth enough to live this life full of lies.
And i will sell your heart like a belly up to the clouds.
Like your unconditional love.

Tell me something that will put a gleam in my dying heart.
That will exult my teary eye.
You're silly and ethereal.
Your a lass,
And a girlfriend material.
Your messy hair
Your killer smile
You're sultry like Angelina Jollie.
And you're slowly killing me.

Streetlights lighten the night.
Shoes scrachings pavement.
Heart is chasing the distance.

I remember you,
When im at sleep and your playing in my dreams.
I remember you,
When I woke up at 3am and tears starts falling in my cheek.
I remember you,
When I'm walking in lonely streets and all I see is your face.
I remember you,
When the clock start to chase the hours and every single seconds feels like forever.
I remember you,
When stars are are scattered in skies like a gleam in your eyes.
I remember you,
When songs starts to play in
radio its like your voice that sings me to sleep.
When I decided to let go of you
I'll always remember you.

I love Aileen for no reason,
I love Aileen co'z i just feel so.
I love  Aileen not because she's pretty,
I love  Aileen co'z my eyes say so.
I love  Aileen not because my heart beats faster,
I love  Aileen co'z she's the mist that i breath.
I love  Aileen not because she's cool,
I love  Aileen co'z she's silly.
I love Aileen not because of her dread,
I love  Aileen when her hair is messy.
I love  Aileen not because she treat me special,
I love Aileen co'z  she's special.
I love  Aileen not because she's ****,
I love  Aileen because she ate extra rice.
I love  Aileen not because  she had a brace,
I love  Aileen co'z she had a fang.
I love Aileen not because she bring me to mountains,
I love  Aileen co'z when i'm with her i feel like i'm in a tryst.
I love Aileen not because of who she is,
I love Aileen because of who i am when i'm with her.
I love  Aileen not because of this words,
I love Aileen because ILOVEHER.