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 May 2016 Curtis
Anig Muh
Oh Fate, you cynical *****.
Destroy me,
Take me down then laugh it off,
Show me what I mean.

Over and Over
I tried
Over and Over

I'm Hollow

Over and Over
I tried
Over and Over

It's Futile

The only pain you shall know,
is the pain of feeling nothing at all.

Under a sheet
Against the wall
Up in the fort
Beneath your Feet

Once you've played the game of love with Fools,
you'll see they're playful engineers
and you're simply their tools

Fire Breathing, Lawn-chair throned King
Building pillars of self esteem,
just to knock them down.
With a chuckle and a laser beam-

Running in circles
Stop
Running in circles
Stop

You let it be, and balance on a wire
Your heart the size of a grain of Rice,
but tell me,
Do you still think Ignorance on Fire,
is better than Knowledge on Ice?
 May 2016 Curtis
Anig Muh
Naive
 May 2016 Curtis
Anig Muh
Keep every journal, fill every page.
So one day you may read them to the world on stage.
Resist avoiding cofrontation or live your life in a cage.

How can someone expect to go anywhere without any baggage?
You can't help the world until you've learned through your own damage.

I will love and respect every rock, stranger, and tree.
I will love every enemy who'd never forgive me.
These forces shape you and me, every miracle and calamity.
 May 2016 Curtis
Anig Muh
I'll always miss the light in your eyes,
sweet distance I've cherished from you and your lies,
but you're not Malicious, it was me who was lost.
I'd hesitate and stumble not knowing the cost.

My heart's still beating so fast-
Stationary Vibrations
That I thought wouldn't last.

and I'm not even moving, anymore.

Is this not over?
My stomach feels like a washing machine,
as I await a gain of closure,
but from action. If you only knew what I mean.

A rainy night like this, so dark and familiar.
My intentions are 180,
yet I still lack an emotional filter.

What's done is done,
but my mind won't stay in line,
it wanders, and wonders.
Did I even make you ponder?

Message from a bottle, a bracelet to give away,
an apology off my chest,
and an instrumental sentiment to replace what I had bust.

Although I'm still hectic,
I've learned through times chaotic
that there is controlled madness,
a deep understanding found in the most lingering sadness.

I will always forgive you, even though I mean nothing to you.

I'll always miss the light in your eyes,
sweet distance I've cherished from you and your lies,
but you're not Malicious, it was me who was lost.
I'd hesitate and stumble not knowing the cost.

Now photos haunt me like corpses,
memories frozen in time.
Souls at some point in their lives
both melancholic, and sublime.

Trying to be free spirited,
is harder with a heart of lead.
I shut down, quiet but responsible
for the thoughts in my head.

My biggest weakness,
I don't leave things in silence.
Even if they're past pretense,
you can't humiliate someone who has no shame.
I'm so done with this game,
but I can't stop playing for fear of not breathing.

So I'll isolate in my leaving,
and wait til I rot down to my core.
No matter how many books I read to escape,
I'm still haunted by the symbols within the lore,
a foretold romance gone black and full of sorrow.
Give your mind a break, but emotional scars will still be there tomorrow.

There is no cure, that is for sure
to rid me of this sadness.
I've perhaps died in another dimension,
or reality and my life is purely bogus,
a dying dream.
You were thing the only thing as real as you seem.

Although I'm still hectic,
I've learned through times chaotic
that there is controlled madness,
a deep understanding found in the most lingering sadness.
 May 2016 Curtis
Anig Muh
He said Talking to you makes me feel like such an *******,
and I replied with the fact that I'm not doing anything, maybe it's just you.
If the shoe fits and it looks nice, I'm not telling you to take it off Cinderella.
Don't you have to be somewhere at midnight?
Not trying to be rude, I just don't have the will for this fight.
Just please, please, let it go tonight.

Am I doing the right thing?
Somewhere down the lines got blurred, and I should go home, if I knew where one was, or for that matter anything.

I run my vacuum late at night,
I have no other time I know for others it's not a delight.
I just don't see why it's not socially acceptable,
to understand not all people have the same schedule.

I guess I'm a hoodlum,
just because I sleep all day and work all night.
I'm just a dumb kid, and nothing I will ever do is right.

Truth is I'm so **** tired, and too old for this.
Don't ever let anyone guilt you for a single moment of bliss.

Sometimes people want to be alone, and that's okay.
but in a break up someones always gotta be painted to be the bad guy.
You didn't do anything wrong, but you started it.
You might as well end it.

Who stabs someone only halfway?
Pierce the heart, push that blade in all the way.
Don't be shy now, there's no time to cry.
You know they'll still bleed anyway.

He said Talking to you makes me feel like such an *******,
and I replied with the fact that I'm not doing anything, maybe it's just you.
If the shoe fits and it looks nice, I'm not telling you to take it off Cinderella.
Don't you have to be somewhere at midnight?
Not trying to be rude, I just don't have the will for this fight.
Just please, please, let it go tonight.
 May 2016 Curtis
Anig Muh
Shaking to my shins and rocking my bones
The rhythm rips through us from dusk to dawn
There’s a thrill that we’re sharing here on the floor
Your heart against mine my hand against yours

Just keep up and let myself go
I can feel the love
But I don’t even know you

We close our eyes as the set hits ten
Our hips are rocking, fingers clenched
All alone along this pressing crowd
Let’s just sing together and let’s shout out loud

Our steps trip up and we’re tangled together
Might never find you again so let’s try to remember
This moment we had in the fire and fury
The music’s in my blood and I know you can feel it too
While the lights wind down we share our last goodbye
The first press of lips and we’re done tonight
And I’ll never forget these hours lost
The press of your skin as we turned and tossed

Always let go, or an anchor will leave you drowned
Face forward and ahead where love can be found

Eyes closed but with feelings I see
your spirit and body dancing in tune with me
surrounded by zombies on their phone
I whisper so softly that you look like home

Chest to chest, arms flail and fall
you throw me up against the wall
although you may never find me,
we may share the memory
of dancing hips and longing grips
an anatomical harmony
I'd massage your head,
to thank you for loving me
Wrapped in a blanket, secret hiding space
I'll never forget the sly smirk on your face
 May 2016 Curtis
Abigail Sedgwick
I suppose there is
a thunderstorm
brewing up outside.
I suppose it rivals
the lightening storm
you're holding deep inside.

I suppose there is
someway that I
am surely to be blamed.
I suppose you could link
either storm
right back to my name.

I suppose that some might
jump or fret when they hear
the thunder roll...
I suppose that might
cause me to fear if not
for the CRACK
of your soul.
 May 2016 Curtis
NV
dead reversal
 May 2016 Curtis
NV
SHE HAD HEARD TOO MANY TIMES

OF HOW SHE SHOULD LIVE IN THE

MOMENT.

WHEN IN FACT,

NOBODY COULD TAKE ENOUGH STEPS

BACK TO SEE THAT SHE WAS DEAD

INSIDE.
 May 2016 Curtis
vinny
null
 May 2016 Curtis
vinny
I made huge mistakes
yesterday
and did great things
today
it never seems
to null out
*though
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