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 Jun 2016 Neex
Mike Hauser
She says she thinks I'm crazy
I think she may be right
If not hanging on the edge
At least close to its side

So much so she worries about me
I wonder where all that comes from
You may call me crazy
But I think it might be love

All I really am is guessing
Speaking way too soon
Because if she is in love with me
Then she'd be crazy too
 Jun 2016 Neex
Skaidrum
Vagabond
 Jun 2016 Neex
Skaidrum
...
Spare me, if you would

It's a foreign land but a familiar street,
red broken teeth and alabaster snow;
I remember it fondly.

Sober winter and blue cloth;
I still see us there.
I'm almost certain, that
St. Petersburg questioned our youth.
just a little closer
"Dance with me, Kirusha?"
Always

All those years ago,
and we still drink up this disease.
The sour love of iron and wine
with shots of homesickness.
Russian rouge
American Dream
"Why did you have to leave?"

I ache to recall it,
because those gates still leak with cold.
This value withers in the white noise;
"Don't you ******* dare say that his death was just an experiment."
'You failure'

I sought it,
the ribbons of old confidence
while the stars looked on from their chairs.
I never found what I was looking for.

Go ahead and criticize;
the way we baptized my betrayal.
Knot up all the love you wasted
and send it overseas.

All that matters to me, Romichka
is that Death paid no mind to you.

Ruby apples at my doorstep
flowers that need blood instead of water.
A sense of hunger in this forsaken city
does not comfort me.

I just suppose
I've been thinkin' too much
And the bitterness let itself in again.

So when you find the time,
Write whatever's left of me in the fire;
along with all the other things.

...
I want to see you again
© Copywrite Skaidrum
 Jun 2016 Neex
Xiao - SparKticas
WHY AM I EVEN ******* ALIVE?!
I can't do it anymore, I can't I can't...
Urgh! The breakdowns, I DONT DESERVE THIS

I am nothing
I dont exist
I mean nothing
I dont matter
I get nothing
I dont care

Please help me, what do I do
I dont know anymore
Im a mistake, a ***** up
Useless
Pathetic
Good for nothing

Everything I do is wrong, when I'm upset I get called angry
When I try to defend my sadness I'm just angry
I speak and it doesn't matter, why would it
Don't I matter
How I feel
It doesnt feel like it

Im not the only one
I did it too
Im wrong
Stop doing this
Stop doing that
You dont do this
You do that

I CANT I CANT I CANT
MY HEAD it SpiNs
pLeASe sTOp the MaDNesS
I'm okay... I think
 Jun 2016 Neex
Mike Hauser
Being a girl *****! :(
I'm one big ball of emotion
Being tossed back and forth
On the waves of this female ocean

Just when I say I'm doing okay
Another tsunami comes along
Washing away the sanity I saved
Swept out to sea, it's gone

Being a girl *****! :(
All the makeup that we wear
Who are we trying to impress anyways
And do those jerks out there really care

All they do is treat me like a piece of meat
With desert on the side
Would you like some tears with that
It doesn't take much these days to make me cry

Being a girl *****! :(
With some of the things we have to wear
This over the shoulder boulder holder
Wasn't built for comfort that's for sure

And is it already that time of month again
I've about had it with these cramps
If I hear another man explain my mood to me
I swear I'm going to reach up and pull his tongue out through his...

Being a girl *****! :(
But one thing that I can say
It sure as heck beats being a guy
Where stupidity always gets in the way
I saw this moniker on a friends "kik" site and being a guy had to wonder just what it is that ***** about being a girl.
This of course is from a "REAL" mans perspective...I could be wrong.
I'll shut up now before I get myself in more trouble...
Oh...did I mention I'm a "REAL man?  I did?  
Just making sure...
 Jun 2016 Neex
Mike Hauser
If I should die before you do
Bury me in a suit of blue
Knowing well this as the truth
I would do the same for you

If we both go the same time
Crossing over that finish line
My hand in yours your hand in mine
Drawing deeply on the art of dying

Planting us in a field of green
A red sunset to highlight the scene
A yellow moon at night on which to dream
With a simple headstone for those to read

These two were poets in the best of times
Lived their lives inside the daily rhyme
And when the end did come both of them did find
The colorful pleasure in the art of dying
 Jun 2016 Neex
Xiao - SparKticas
I feel like
I've run a Windows restore...
Cause no matter how much or....how little I guess I tried...what's different from last time....?
 Jun 2016 Neex
Xiao - SparKticas
IU
 Jun 2016 Neex
Xiao - SparKticas
IU
I cuddle your teddy
You cuddle mine

I sleep in your top
You sleep in mine

I have your heart
**You have mine
I have you
You have me **
 Jun 2016 Neex
Xiao - SparKticas
When* all things have been said and done,
When together we would laugh and play.
When time is up and we've had our fun,
When you're gone you're really far away.

What would I do without you here.
What to do when I lie alone.
What am I without you dear.
What is there but contact by phone?

Why is good always before bye?
Why must this be so hard to bear?
Why among stars does you name span the sky?
Why is a great distance something to share?

Who are you without a me beside you?
Who told us that love wasn't free?
Who you are shows through in the things you do.
Who said we needed anything but you and me?

Where are you headed after departing?
Where is strength among sadness?
Where fall my tears in which are starting?
Where does one find you in thy *madness?
A poem about long distance and a partner who recently visited but now has departed.
I look forward to seeing you again, but…
What am i to do now that you're gone?
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