Okay,
I know that I nag,
And I'm so annoying,
I always ramble,
And you put up with it.
See the thing is,
I haven't cared this much,
Not in a while,
And I don't want to lose you.
I'm scared,
That you'd break down,
And I wouldn't be there,
Or you might do something drastic,
Cuz I'll forever have nightmares.
You're so important to me,
I don't know why,
But I want to feel your heart aching,
I want you to know that I'll always care.
And that's why it kills me,
I never get to know,
If you're dying slowly,
Or I fill you with joy,
If you're incredibly happy,
Or I've made things worse.
I care so much,
And I love you so much,*
You're the most realistic friendship,
That I've ever had,
And I don't want to discomfort you,
But I'm scared that I'll lose you,
It'll all be my fault,
For not trying hard enough.
Use this against me and I'll **** you.