Hello Daisies

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Cotton candy plush
Glossed lips crushed
Yours against mine
Colors redder then wine

Smooth tanned skin
Winter pale with sin
Beatiful mixture
Paints a vintage picture

Italian herbs blended
White roses bedded
Refreshing to the soul
Letting me grow

Foggy afternoons
Blowing up like balloons
I need to see clearly
I need this so very dearly

#crush #pink #cute #girly #anxiety #lost #love

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Fantasy

My pace is slow
My words are stuttered
My heart is flustered

I lose all my chances
I say everything wrong
I am a broken song

Would you wait for me?
If i smile at you nicely?
Will you hear through me?
If i gaze at you softly?

Why am i so invested?
Others are interested
But i like you
Would you like me too?

Am i waiting too long?
Or do i take this slow?
I really need to know

But honestly
I fear the most
You may never think about me
This crush is only pretend
In my own
Fantasy

Oof im bad with telling peoole i like them and i always ALWAYS mess it up

#love #boys #crush #cute #emotions #anxiety

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Panic

I'm clenching
Aching
Stabbing
BEAT
BEATING

I've beem in a daze
Like a sumemr haze
Without
The
Sun

It's all so fast
My heart won't last
It's gonna explode
I must write one last
Note

I thought i was getting better
It was lifting with changing weather
Then they left
They kept leaving
Now I'm
Weeping

It's an emergency
No no I'm fine
My heart is just racing
Like it's
Dying

God is stabbing me
I forget how to breathe
I say I'm ok
My mind won't open

Where am i
Who am i
What day is it
Help me
Help me
HELP ME

IT'S RACING
IT'S HURTING
I'M HAVING A HEART ATTACK
IT KEEPS COMING BACK
CRYING
CRYING
SOMEONE HELP
IT'S BLURRY
I WANT TO YELL

STOP
STOP
I CANNOT BREATHE
WITH THIS CONSTANT
POUNDING
ALL OVER ME

FROM MY HEAD
THROUGH MY TEETH
MY HEART STRINGS
A SONG
OF PAIN
SO BLEAK

it's fine
I'm okay
I'm only in
Constant pain
Wishing my life
Away

Yes hi im having a panic attaxk since yesterday i even went to the emergency room thinking i had pneumonia or some linda heart issue

Im used to anxiety ams those attacks
Thsi is a whole new level of panic pain
And fear
My heart hasnt stopped racing in two days and i cannit sleep or stop crying

#panic #alone #afraid #anxiety #pain #sad #depression

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Bet

Haha bet!
Honey, that i love you
Bet on me
And I'll bet on you

I see you looking
With those eyes
You're nose be twirkin
It's no surprise

Darlin i know I'm a cute thang
You wanna take me for a little swing
Butcha won't speak up
Ah **** I've had enough

Haha bet!
Honey, that i love you
Bet on me
And I'll bet on you

Come on *** let me holla atcha
Smile at me with those loose lips
Walk slow so i can catchya
I hope ya into ***** *** i own a whip

I get a little nervous when i see ya
All i can think is being underneath ya
I know you feelin the same
Aha that's why i can see it in ya pants

Haha bet!
Honey, that i love you
Bet on me
And I'll bet on you

Lets just take a little bet
That I'm lovin ya
I'll give ya all my cards
If you do the same

I aint going down no one way train
So follow with me
And honey I'll show ya
sO many thINGS!

Haha bet!
Honey, that i love you
Bet on me
And I'll bet on you

I tried writing a song ****

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Summer and winter

Burn me
Burn me
Burn
Me

You're yellow like a daisy
I'm blue like a raindrop
I'm falling
Falling
Fell
Into the warmth of summer

I was in love with winter
But it only led to
Dispair

My eyes reopened
To the sight of the deep hues
Of summer blooming
Bees flying
And pollinating
Life

I was dead
Blowing over
Into frozen ice
And melted
Dirt

A seed found me
Gave me new life
To grow
Grow
Growing
Into what
I do not know
But it's
Pleasant

The snow has her beauty
But it leaves you cold
And empty

You're a yellow sunflower
Green with strength
Pedals ever so soft
And cute
I smile with you
Waving all about

Perk me up
As you do so sweetly
In the light of the sun
Is this summer fun?
I always ran
Ran
Running
But my god
You're so
Stunning

I decided to stop
And smell the roses
Such delight you bring
To my nose
I have arose
From my sorrowful slumber
I see you
An adorable
Wonder!

Bloom with me if you please
For i fear if you blow away
I'll let autumn bring me down
And drown again
In my frozen
Lake

Shhh im having these weird girly feelings

#flowers #summer #winter #crush #love #cute #sweet #sad #bittersweet

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Flame

Like a moth to the flame
I'm dragged in
I'm attracted to you
But afraid I'll burn

I never did like
All these gooey emotions
I'm so embarrassed
At the very notion

calm down
Stop fantasizing
Feelings are disastrous
It'll end agonizing

I wake up to the flames
Theyre burning so pretty
Suddenly i can fly
And i feel so giddy

Let me touch the surface
It won't burn me
And i can feel the warmth
Carressing around me

The closer i fly
The brighter you become
I love the warmth too much
What could ever go wrong

Like a moth to a flame
How stupid they are
Clearly it's deadly
Yet still they all fall

❤

He's cute ok

#love #crush #fire #passion #lust #cute

Hello Daisies Apr 2019

Race

Blood rush
From my heart
To my face
Like running a race

People i pass
Fast like a blur
Some faces i notice longer
Some make me somber

I try to hold it all in
Running down this track
I went a different way
At times i start to sway

I want to fall over
This race is nonsense
My face is dripping sweat
I'm beginning to fret

People boo me from afar
It makes me go slower
Some cheer me on
Helps me struggle along

Is this race worth winning
Or do i simply want reach the end
It's going by so fast
I'm afraid I'll come in last