That cold feeling of overdose
That urge to take more
It crawls along the walls
Making you tremble
You get lost pretty fast
Shivering, coughing, bloodshot eyes
You can't let go
Keep going, nonstop
At night, crying
Took too much of that medicine
Wonders why I'm here
Addiction, please let me go
Suicide, steps back
Addiction steps forward
Hearing whispers in my ears
Giving me the urge to take more
Started with over-the-counter pills
Now moving onto prescribed ones
Then to alcohol, then to cough syrup
And cycling back around again
How I really wish I had someone to talk to
Well, at night is what I'm saying
Because that's where my thoughts repeats
Till I start to tear up, and cant sleep
Written on 3/19/16