I feel your comfort upon my skin,
And I bask in the light of your beauty.
The glow of spring is here again,
It is no longer dark and gloomy.

I watch the sunset blossom with warmth,
And I feel a sense of wonder.
The brilliant sun upon my face,
And my mind begins to ponder.

Why do I feel so empty inside,
With dreams so dim and foggy.
I see birds so free up in the sky,
And a chill spreads through my body.

The flowers are once again in bloom,
With scents that are alluring.
The feeling of dread remains unchanged,
I am alone and hurting.

I have a mask that hides my pain,
This smile of fake emotion.
I wish to fly away from here,
On a cloud above the ocean.

Sin
The choice
A tempting offer
Internal path to shame
A journey of the wounded
The balance of seduction and fate
All senses are abandoned at this moment
Fear of fulfillment and retribution with its attainment
A need to embrace our own depravity and imperfections
Freedom to lose myself in unrelenting moments of sheer bliss

This gift...
An angel in my arms.
So innocent and new.
The universe has spoken.
A new life is born.

Ne'er a sound does he make,
As I look into his eyes.
Two perfect blue sapphires.
Reflections of the sea,
And never ending tides.

Indescribable love.
I have never known before.
I am his protector.
A she-wolf with her pup.
Until the end of time.

Time has become my adversary.
You wish to spread your wings and fly.
To pursue your hopes and dreams.
But I am scared to let you go.
1, 2, 3, ... Jump

Life continues on.
The angel has found his love.
An insatiable lust.
That takes over his being.
Like honey to a bee.

The angel has fallen.
By demons of the night.
They taunt him with euphoria,
That only the needle can bring.
Just one more hit...

My little boy is now a stranger.
His arms are marked and bruised.
I wish for his survival.
The strength to begin anew.
Just one more hit...

The deception and deceit,
Are more than I can bear.
Where is my little angel?
When will he return?
Just one more hit...

The vultures are circling.
Waiting for the end.
He promises to quit.
To fight the disease.
But the darkness pulls him in.

Just one last hit...

I came upon a shadow,
While walking in the dark.
A brave and mighty shadow,
All alone inside a park.

It lingered on a boulder,
Resting on the ground.
But quickly moved away,
When I began to move around.

How funny that a shadow,
Should loom out in the night.
Alone and unafraid,
With the moon its only light.

The shadow followed me,
All along the path.
We didn't get far,
Before I stopped to laugh.

For the shadow had me,
Caught within its grasp.
And I had it,
Clutched within my clasp.

How silly did I feel,
When I finally came to see.
The shadow had an owner,
For it belonged to me.

There is no escape from,
A dark and murky mind.
Unless you have the strength,
To leave the past behind.