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  Feb 2020 FullmoonFlower
Holly
There is sunlight in your eyes
and it is a place
I wish I could
escape to.
It is warm
and I am cold.

There is sunlight in your eyes
and I know
it does not
live in mine.
This cave I hide in
does not have room
for you.

There is sunlight in your eyes,
in the world
I used to be in.
Nothing grows here
anymore,
but weeds
and a grey sad.
My hands are covered with it.

There is sunlight in your eyes.
You are alive.
I don’t know what that feels like.
FullmoonFlower Feb 2020
Like a flower in a storm,
break me down

Like a flower in the pouring rain,
I'm drowning

Like a flower in the winter,
freeze me to death

Like a flower in the desert,
crying myself to sleep

Like a flower waiting to bloom,
but never made it to spring
FullmoonFlower Feb 2020
If you were a plate, fine china
I would, with all my strength,
throw it to the ground,
so you could feel, what it feels like
to shatter
FullmoonFlower Feb 2020
Goodbyes are always hard,
but the hardest goodbye,
is the one with yourself.
When you grow, or get hurt to the point that you won't be the same anymore
FullmoonFlower Feb 2020
I wish I knew
I was just looking for less pain
Too broken for happiness and love
I just wish I knew back then
FullmoonFlower Feb 2020
I’m in pain
Eyes are drowning
    Out of breath, choking
      My body is a burning house
        In flames, heated and glowing
          Bones are breaking
            I might start shaking, collapsing
              You are not getting out of this alive
                I've become a dangerous place
                  But I’m walking with a blank face
                    You will be fooled by the glow
                      You won’t see me coming
FullmoonFlower Feb 2020
You want love
but not to fight for it

You want happiness
but not to seek it

The phone call is almost over
You didn’t forget to say the three magic words

At the end just one heartbeat left
only I could hear it
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