Stab my heart,
Slice me apart,
Tear my lungs from my chest,
Try and Try your best,
But i am just to senseless,
Cause i am couldn't stand being defenseless,
But i put on so many defenses i can't feel love.

Walking down the hall i have to hold my hand down,
To prevent it from punching someone clean across town,
Don't throw the first blow,
Cause i would like to let you know,
I don't just hold a grudge,
If u try to intimidate me i won't budge,
Cause my blood is a flood of wrath,
War and hate is my favorite path,
Me and pain are the best of friends,
Who helps me meet all my ends,
So come and fight me,
But like most you will only see,
It's hard to hide my greatest monster,
I don't care if your an orphan or foster,
My cold heart shed all its tears and now is just stone,
Punch me and i won't even change my tone,
Because i love to taste tears and blood,
I don't care if you are the schools greatest stud,
I'll put you six feet under without a care,
When your blows won't even raise my hair.

I look deeply into her sparkling eyes,
And ponder their resemblance to the starry skies,
I look at her eyes and all the soul within,
I look past all the hurt and sin,
I see a heart of glass that's falling to pieces,
A heart that starting to see life as meaningless,
I only see a girl who needs someone to love her,
I just hope one day ill be able to be that sir.

I fall for pain every day,
Letting it control me and light my way,
As i cut deep in my flesh with a razor edged knife,
Forgetting my family and future wife,
Cause i have realized the meaning of life is to die,
This thought will always come to my memory when i ask why,
If i am living to return to the ground,
My own screams will be the only sound,
That i want to hear as my head spins round and round.