The light drips
As night engulfed the day
Slowly fading, receding away
And my will goes with
The bleeding day
Night falls like shadows play
And darkness comes to stay
To hide my tears
From the day

Temperamental
Unforgiving
Pleasure filled
Memories
And then
One day
It all just
Stops

Ringing ears
Bloodshot eyes
Frozen tears

Hazy skies
Red blue cry's
Stone cold memories

These are the symptoms
This is my sentence
My never forgotten

Why did I do this

Waves of nausea
Crash on the inside
Like heavy waves of the sea
They come and go
Reminding me
Of all the mistakes

It's like a sunburn
Always red and angry
Like a slap across my face
Stinging remembering pain

The tears that stream down my face
Reminding me
I'm the biggest mistake
I ever made

I was told the truth
I'm
Lazy
Unwanted
Selfish
Unaccomplished
Narcissistic
Undes­erving

I'm
Sorry

No your not
And that's the problem

Your wrong
I am sorry
For this
And so much more