In a drop of you, I lost an ocean of me.

It's like I'm writing letter
after letter after word
after sentiment and sentimentality
to you.
"You"
This elusive love has not left
my bones yet
nor will it ever.
It has seeped into me,
and no matter how many things
I write and say and do,
it is here to stay.
I'll fill pages with you,
thoughts and whispers and prayers.
Maybe, sometime, parts of me will move on,
but the parts I have given to you
will always be yours.

I’m not so simple as I say I may be
My heart and my soul longs to be heard
And there’s so much within someone that usually is never seen
Nor ever touched
If only one could possess what it takes
To bleed out my traumas from within
and mend me with purities
And many don’t do any Justice to this
For their so simple
I long for someone to see my sadness through my smiles
To feel my body trembling as I show no fear
To know my rage through my tears
I’m not so simple as I say I may be..
My heart and my soul longs to be heard
I long to melt into someone’s arms
And to find my home within their eyes
To hear their voice and know I don’t have to look any further
For I’m not so simple
My longings are too much for the simple
And the simple just don’t do the Justice of this

Happiness is a choice
You choose your energy and what you put out into the world each day
Even on my most darkest days I can promise you I know how to bring the light and with my light beholds warmth and love
as I wrap my smile and my heart around you to clear away your clouds
Embrace me as I come near
Pain and sorrow are merely lessons that you can’t let define you
There is beauty in everything
It’s a choice
You’ll see💛

most people see me as
a happy person because
i laugh easily,
i smile a lot,
i joke a lot.

but deep down
in my heart,
i am fragile,
i can get hurt easily,
but i choose to not
show it to the world.

instead of being sad,
i choose to laugh to cover it.
maybe you can call me
"the queen of the mask"

by this,
you can tell
that most of the time
when I'm laughing,
I'm not really laughing,
i was trying so hard to hide
my sadness.

Hot and cold
Night and day
Up and down
Overly happy to..
Everything’s grey
The spin of the draw
And what’s it going to be today?
I don’t like this
I don’t read minds
As much as I want to read yours
I let your silence be your response
I won’t beg or plea
I believe in just letting you be…
I love positivity and light but your starting to take mine away and leave me in the dark..
Now it is night and you’ve made me feel your darkness..
I don’t like this
As I lay now just feeling cold as I won’t beg you or plea to just bring back my light ..

When the sun is down
The moon comes around to try & hug her
Night & day are lovers
Forever chasing each other
An endless endeavour like no other
They are meant for one another
Hiding their feelings behind the Earth's cover
During dusk & dawn, they blend their colours
It's their love they utter
The moon adores the sun more during summer
In awe of her in her element
Surrounded by stars, he stays celibate
Astounded by her being above par
Far above, yet still with benevolence
No one comes close, they're irrelevant
Shines so bright, she must be heaven sent