From the time I was a little girl,
I feared love.
I had seen my parents fight
and I thought to myself that
no man was worth it.
No man was worth being
slammed to the ground.

As I grew older,
boys tried to pursue me
and I put up my guard,
thinking that if love is
having bruises all over your body,
then I do not want it–
not even a little bit.

However, when you came around
you showed me something new.
Not every man is my daddy.
In fact, you are the man that my
daddy wishes he could be.
All my dad wanted was to show love,
but he never knew how.  

You radiate the sun
and make me feel loved.
You make me feel beautiful
and special and happy.
You are the reason I love
love and I do not fear it.
I crave it.

If you loved me, You could have waited
If you loved me, You would have been patient
If you loved me, You could have searched for me
If you loved me, You could have trusted me
If you loved me, You could have known that I live in your heart
Now here's the sad part
You never loved me all that much!
You pushed me away
away to Oblivion, astray caught in hating reason; slaying your demons with my Soul's sharp edges
just to end up possessed and Depressed for something I can not have!
But above all this ****** love you gave me, You however failed to describe the problems that you had
Looking back when it was me and You,
now I wanna break up with your demons too!
But I just can't
Remember we blew their minds together
But Today, I sit in the Audience to watch you and your new boyfriend
Today, I sit in the Audience wishing I Could have another Chance!

Years ago
We stayed up till
3 am talking,
And today
I don’t even know
How to say hi,