How fresh could nostalgia be
In the going coming of age?
Like the dark purple in sky and fairy lights
And you with confused smile
And everyone was about to leave
I didn't want to
I didn't know about you
Maybe it was something in the air
Or was it you
sitting alone just with you
I felt weight of heart in my ribs
Filling up with magic

And on the way home I cried
As time will fly by and I might want to

Relive it

And I do...

October sun in lungs
your perfume hung on my clothes
Purple in the sky
Just us in school parking lot 

I’m close enough 
Your breath mix with my blood

So don't wait for ending 
See out the window 
All those eucalyptus passing by 
Let's go where this road goes

They can't dry my love 
That's the only thing I know

Distance is just trick of light 
Magic always stay in sight 
It's just another night 
Before the tint of sunrise 

But the longing prolong as it stay 
I might send you signal with my phone flash light

So don't see what's coming 
Don't see what's gone 
See those eucalyptus passing by 
Until we reach our home 

Your lipstick on my collarbone 
That's the only thing I know

Can breathing feels like death?

Because I'm stuck
The gravity, my bed and my brain
makes a quick sand.


I'm scared of time I invest,
What if the schemes are scam?
I don't want to put my pieces on rent
Just so they know how it taste.

Is it alright to freak out?
Cuz everybody has to do it.
But skin of their face is motionless
And I'm tearing apart.

I don't want to regret that I didn't live 16.
I don't want to regret that I didn't try to make it better.

Can someone tell me before
Lost of what hurts less?

Will death feel like breathing?