Asominate

May 2019

Alaska Young

Why

Why do you push people away?

"I want them to be happy."

Asominate May 2019

Thinking with Words Part 1

Every day we die
But some days we die more than others.

You know what I'm talking about.

#die #death #everyday #life #asominate

Asominate May 2019

Incomplete

Our poems tell stories,
Isn't that the trend?
They have their beginning
And they have their end

My poems, paragraphs,
Of my life: incomplete.
It feeds me to make them
But aren't I what I eat?

#incomplete #food #poem #poetry #asominate #eat #story

Asominate May 2019

It's not Real

Crashing,
Spiralling around.

I keep you safe,
But lose my sound

Judgements collide,
Reality becomes a lie

When would be the last time I die?

#existentialcrisis #whatislife #asominate #mylife #crisis #suicide #schizophrenia

Asominate May 2019

Me

Every time I look,
All I ever see,
I wish it didn't show:
All I'll never be.

All I never am;
What you want of me,
Sorry that we're ******,
Sorry that I'm me.

#asominate #me #myself #life #sorry

Asominate May 2019

Illustionist

My mind destabilizes
My memory departs
Empty horizons
Dark storm clouds lurk

Laying out the bricks
I'm building up a wall
Now for my latest tricks
Is it you or I behind the bars?

#iluusion #illusionist #asominate #prison #trapped #mental #memory #schizophrenia