I wish that sleep wasn't a thing
So I could spend all night talking
And I wish your breathing
Didn't sound like snoring,
(through a microphone)
And though I know your hear with me
On the phone
I wish more then anything
That I wasn't home alone
I'm a little more then lost right now.
A little more then scared
I thought I knew who to trust
But now I see no one cares
My heart is aching
My future is shaking
I'm about to loose it all
But I know your smilling
Deep down,there's no hidding
You never really cared
In one swoop my whole future is about to be swept away from me.
I have no friends
No one who understands
Theres nothing i can do but sit here with my **** in my hand and watch the world burn around me
I'm your supply,
You'll never know a guy who will get you
Quite this high.
Snort me too.
Slip me onto your tongue,
Under the sun,
You'll trip, it's true.
The longer you use me
The more you'll see
No one's abused the supply
Quite like me
I'm dead and cold and dark and blue
I've sold my soul for a fix you know it's true
So now nothing makes me happier
Then poisoning your mind,
Don't stay in my life too long baby
I'm just a fix, you'll find
For all the broken things inside you
You know you'll never fix
I'm just the duck tape
To stop you loosing your mind
Do you think
You'll ever be tired of beeing mine?
Drunk ****** under two and a half bottles of red wine.
I know your kind,
Short and beautiful
Small lips with wolfs teeth
Swallow my soul whole and carve your sigil into my breast,
Never once did I think you would ever fuel
What's beating beneath my chest.
Breathe steady baby, arche your hips
I've never been loved just quiet like this,
Your hands around my throat
My mind begins to float
I know before you. I had next to no hope.
"How many miles have you crawled "
You whisper in my ear
"How many smiling faces ,
And run down places have you seen
Before you realized I was your queen?"
"A dozen smiles "
My face turning blue
"And a million miles"
And I know it's true
"But I know I'll never find another broken heart that fits so well beside me, I'll never find anyone else like you "
I dropped the ****
Woops, hey now I haven't touched your speed.
The codines around
Don't frown, the acid will make me into a clown
I'm running around
10 miles off the ground
But I'll come down
I allways do
The drugs never last as long as you do
So let the heynas hackle from the street side
I may be ****** up but I'm not the one whos dead inside
*******. **** your fear of my problems.
**** your "passion" for solving them
I am who I've made myself and if your going to **** with a man who's gotten to where he is solely from his determination to succeed through hardship
Your going to have to try harder
I love you.
Not for the broken bits.
Not for the subtle curves that fit so smoothly into mine
Not for your ******* or your *******
Your thighs or your giggles
Not for your smile (your a clown)
All love all of you.
From the tips of your fingers
To the bottoms of your toes
From your highs to your lows
I love you
I'm gona do it I swear.
I'm gona do it, don't come near
I'm. Sick of feeling like im the center of your hate
I'm gona end the dispair
Don't blame yourself, you only twisted the keys into the locks I forged,
Don't hate yourself,
Or you'll find you'll join Me, you'll pick up the cross I bore,
If I find myself breathing in the morning,
Then the drugs failed. Even though I ignored the labels warning,
It's ok though because I'll still have no one here
I'll still feel all the fear
Don't worry. I'll do it
My life is fine, but I'm still walking the line I thought I left behind