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Death-throws Aug 2016
Elation
Graduation
Ive succeeded
Ive defeated my demons
And summond the evils that pestered me
Just to **** in front  of them gleefully
Im animalistic im my celebrations
I think  i should plan a vaction
Im drunk  on the joy of succeeding
I've not just  bested my goals,
Ive superpassed them
And now ill end my day
With the widest grin
Death-throws Aug 2016
Im a mess
One failed test would lay me to rest

One Question i cant answer  at my best
And ill be just like  the rest

Examinations  are testing my resolve
I dont feel as though i have  a choice,
I dont want to be involved

I just want to go on my own, why do i have to follow along?

My path  is not well trampled but that does not mean its not correct

Just because  im lost on my own path of self  discovery does not mean im not at my best
Im going  through a hard time. I dont know who i am. Or what i want to be
I just need to figure out me
Death-throws Jul 2016
Im confuddled.
Confused
Bemused

Im in love  with you,
So tender and true,
A love as old as time
But still it feels so new

Im learning  every day and night
What monsters keep you up at night
I think i know how to hold  you right

And keep you so amused

Im fearful that ill loose your  attention.
Im terrified of the things i best not mention
But if i do one thing right in my life.

It would be staying with you. My love.
My life
My wife
Death-throws Jul 2016
Wet feet  on the ground
Rain drops all around.
The veiw is intoxicating.
Sheet grey so monotonous its heart  breaking.
In the distance i see lights
Indicating that  there is life
But ill stand here.
In the rain
Waiting  to feel the pain of it all again
When you write from the porch and your feet freeze  in a storm
Death-throws Jul 2016
Sign out
End it all
Finish that last level

Complete your purpose
Finish your  task
End it  all

Final push
Last effort
Used to capacity

Why dont you just call me disposable
The man  said to himself
  Jul 2016 Death-throws
innocent sin
Forget about me
Leave me to rot
I've already dug my grave
It's as comfortable as a baby's cot
My wish for death needs to be sated!
How do I approach this desire?
Each day brings me closer
I'm already walking on razor wire
This needs to stop
This needs to end
So goodbye for now
My dear old friend
  Jul 2016 Death-throws
innocent sin
Addiction
Some battle with it, some turn a blind eye
Just try it once and you'll soon see why
Don't indulge too much, they like to say
But being out of my mind is the only way
I can't escape the hellish grasp
I can only wait for my cravings to pass
For some it's drugs, for some it's ***
I wonder what vice will catch on to me next?
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