I will give you this poem,
When i will complete this journey,
Otherwise they were just     
floating words,
They fell away.....

It snowed atop the mountain,
a cold wind blow,  
in the meadows the winter has said hello.

Thousand tongues,
in this world.
Respective meaning brazen curled.
Lavish palaver vacuously hurl.

Today i felt like
Losing to myself
There was no external factor
But only my desolate character
My delirium saw no bound
To the extent that i block all the external sound.
I lost to the things
Which i consider to be my wings
Today i lost, not to pride
But to the clarity i hide
I surmise, i was on the right deck
But reality gave me a bright check
I felt so lost
Seems like all maxims have lost their cost
My grail lost its frame
And there was only shame
But true to its name
Love claimed its right
Leaving no reason for me to contrite

I want to cry
Plenty i have try
But i can't
Why it seems impossible for me
Am I a million year old tree
I am a man
Is that why i am conditioned
Or i am a stone
Who had live through every season

I want to cry
Don't understand for what reason
Perhaps to feel like a human
And not like a demon

I want to cry
To feel like i am alive
Not just a body who is here to survive

I want to cry
But still
these eyes are so dry

Lost i am
Like Sun in haze
Is it just a phase
Or i am losing my case

What is this haze
I can't fathom
Is it random?
Or a alexithymic amalgam

Hurting life is never my intention
Then why this mawkish detention
If being considerate is a crime
Then **** me and make it my shrine

Accused of not understanding
Like a lone cause i am standing
Making sense from this lifeless dirt
Someday to find my worth

Never expect any apologies
Just a try from you
to understand my ideologies

Wishing tomorrow to be a happy face
But all i am getting is broken embrace

The mind started to dive in nothingness,
But doubt seeps in.
I felt frightened to make this journey,
A journey to decode
the questions of right,

Confused i walk to find the virtue of rightness,
Suddenly all around me,
Inferences started to fell victim to the darkness,
Mutely emerges this moral song,
Dancing on the ridge of right and wrong,

I fear the fall on the either side,
Not that i fear the pain,
But deep down a realization remain,
The fall will widen the perspective gap,
That it claim,

Considering the cause is in other,
There will not remain a way to uncover,
To uncover what is right or wrong,

Come forth the silence of dusk
To make an effect,
Still myriad dots left disconnect,

From this onus the mind became baffled,
And the poor soul quietly maffled,
How can it be fault of mine?
When my six can easily become your nine.

Identifying this domain, naming it life,
Thinking am I the main, just hiding in disguise,
Exploring the world gaining in size,
Singing endless stories to my side,
Working for the day when answer will become one,

Myriad possibilities are there to come,
Questioning is this the one or someone else has to hum,

The dreams becoming reality,
when life will be calling and acceptance will come.
All will fathom one and one will fathom all.
A journey will welcome a journey in rise.
One will start understanding the blunder,
And never will the veracity of a dream be in plunder,
A proliferating uncovering will arise,
And Sapiens will ask Is this world suffice?