Its 12:56 and you are awake
and I am awake, too.

Except you have company
and I have the tears I cry for you
While you cry out her name

I hope that you
Never forget me I
Hope that my innocence
burns a hole in
Your heart and I
Hope that you never
Ever forget the days
You played me like
A puppet because I
Will never forget and
My child innocence has
No doubt burned a
Hole in my heart

Everything turned so dark,
So black

I began to turn my wrists red,
To see some color

Did I ever tell you how much I love the way you squint your eyes when you laugh
And how great your hair looks when you drive with your top down

And did I ever tell you how much it ******* hurts to want something so bad that you can't have.

The last time I saw your face was the last time I held fresh air in my lungs.

I spent all of my
Money sight seeing
Just to try to find
Something else
To look at and
Take my breath
Away since you
Left me.

They say that love is so great but I'm so scared because I loved you once and you broke my heart and it hurt so ******* much and what if I don't love anything as much as you.

Is it true? do we end up like our parents?