If I had a gun right now.
I would aim it to the sky.
I would declare the world to **** itself.

If I was in love right now.
I would kiss them goodbye.
I would declare my love to them.

If I had billions right now.
I would buy my mother a house.
I would declare myself broke.  

If I had friends right now.
I would share with them my secrets.
I would declare my betrayal.  

If I was happy right now.
I would be at ease.
I would declare my tranquility.

Im sure this is just a fairytale
When I'm alone, I feel like a princess
Just thinking about you

I love the way you hold me tight
With something of you holding anything of me
It just feels right

So what am i gonna do
Six months down the road
When laughs become silent conversations
And smiles become tears
And a girl in love starts her new life

SLEEPING CITY?
City lives.
Tigers eyes.
Cats and street lights.
Foxes in city streets.
Overnight hiding.
Screaming through sleep.
Heard nightly in the yard or garden.
The trash can tumbles.
Thunder rumbles.
Daytime creatures of nighttime sleep.
Out in the garden foxy brush sweeps.
A howling owl gives great advice.
Counselor once or twice.
Bat flits round the garden.
Cute but fitting.
Very apt.
Summer evening.
Paradise city lights.
Swans ride bubbling rivers.
This city is beautiful.
Eyes all a gog.
Thought it was a daytime fox.
Sadly just a dog.
(C) Livvi

We may die today or tomorrow.
Truly hope not.
Much more in this world to begat.

Every morning as we rise in springtime our garden paths are lined with daffodils in blazing yellow and clumps of purple crocuses.
They creep out from their underground network of roots and bulbs,
Heads bathing in the sun.
Surviving for a number of years.

The evergreen scented trees and redwood tall as skyscrapers of sky, may live longer than you and I.

All I can say is carpe diem.
Breathe in that air.
Have fun and smile.
Yesterday may have been your last.
Make the best of what life holds for you.
Party on.
Have a blast.
A blast full of scent and petals, they sit upon your beautiful head.
Live long and prosper.
Longer than a butterfly.
(C) LIVVI

swallow her, swallow her
till we're both gone
and I guess
it's your choice on
and on
which bone you want clean
& I float regret for not asking

i'm letting you fold over me
and keeping still isn't allowed here
I haven't stopped spinning since you led me

I haven't stopped spinning

secrets become miracles
like a mirage or dance
like being kissed or ******
it's all rain and ruin anyway
unless it's you and then it's

not mine
& how many minutes till it's warm
till it's done

I can't beg someone to
become you or me become her because it's never that easy
no time machines
no moons or
I don't celebrate ordinary suggestions
because we are all born accidentally
like perfect
mirages or miracles
dancing in secrets
wet with secrets
but someone learns to love you

& I've tried to pretend, or something