I finally wrote about you leaving
My journal had tear marks
As my eyes became wet
I thought I was okay
The words I miss you was repeated many times
I thought I was okay
Maybe I'm not
Maybe this hurts more than I thought

The day I realized I loved you I lost myself
I thought things were gonna be perfect
Instead of happiness I find company in misery
Constantly waiting for any sign you care
Any sign that im not some person you have on a shelf
I should've known this was trouble from the start
But your crystal blue eyes and your soft lips kept me here
Kept me in your grasp where I'm struggling to be on my own
I can't find myself because all of me is involved with all of you